i prefer

"I prefer die than live..."

Don't know why, i never even think about that. I mean, i know this life's so suck, so crowded with people, pollutions, but, don't anyone see that there's a reason to live here on this earth? I see a reason, i gotta make my parents proud of me, then i met Furkon and i feel wanna live forever.

Is this world so suck then somebody out there easily decides to suicide? I know it's out of my business. But, how, how could they think that death is something better than life itself? I ever desperate, i think that my life end there, but the fact is i still alive, world's spinning around. Nothing stop when i think my world's end.

I loose my hope many times, but i never really think that death's better than live. How if something bad happen to my family when i die? I can't die in regret feeling. I gotta wait thousand million years to say i'm sorry to my parents, how awful. Live with hopeless feeling and die with regret feeling.

I've traveled to many place, i know there's no real beautiful place to live. I know that beautiful things are fake, they're just temporary. People, places, relationship, kids, parents, sisters, brother, everything i know is just temporary. But, can't you feel temporary happiness before you feel eternal pain in all of your death?

Memories are precious thing in our life.