popcorn stories...

when i was senior school, i fell in love to my class mate, he's not a handsome one, but he's gorgeous with his brain and he defeat my creativity...
At first year, i'm certain that he loves me, he never talks to me couse i think that he is too islamic boy, and he told me that he wouldn't make any relationship except ta'aruf... i realized that he is unusual boy and i think that he would ask me to marry him someday. I never talk to him couse he's so quiet and never wanna see through my eyes while we talk. I can't show that i love him couse my classmate loves him too, i don't wanna take my self on race to get him then i give up and silent.
At the second year, he move his heart to another girl, i know that i'm too quiet and passive one, maybe he thinks that i don't love him anymore, but actualy i did. He so close to my best friend, he always talks about his problem to her and evryone said that he loves my best friend, my heart was broken... but i still love him with uncondition, two reason why i can't show that i love him is, he's younger 1 month and 14 days with me and my best friend loves him.
At the third year, i heard and i saw her with a girl, my step sister of class. He said, "Maneh teh beki mirip jeng kabogoh urang."
At that time, i realize that he remember that he was love me. but i did nothing to show that i love him, my heart's broken again and i tried to focus to my lesson and my exercise. His rank's down, then i realize that he's not studying anymore, he's to busy with his girlfriend.
I never talk to him more than 3 seconds for almost 3 years as a classmate, then one day i talk to him, but it was too late, he's already love his girl friend and forget all his love for me. Then i choose to be his friends than his lover.
when it's first year of my college, i still in love with him, i can't just forget him. But slowly i forget all things about him and now i know that he broke his words, he'll never ask me to marry him ever... hahahah! and i'm too stupid to believe him all this time...

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i fell in love again to a "popcorn". He's younger than me almost a year. He's smart one and he's clever... he doesn't talk to me much, i don't understand why i love these "popcorn", actually when i'm at junior school, i always love a boy older than me, but at the same year, but now i love "popcorn" ?
but thanks god, i only fell in love for few months then i flush his name from my head.

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thanks god, i'm not falling in love to another "popcorn", hahahaha... i'll gonna sick if i do...
i'm in love to someone older than me.
that's why i called it, "perrrrfect"
goodbye "popcorn"
hello man of my life!
i do love you with uncondition...