Nul hamkke issodo do gakkabchi anhun Oddon wimido omnun jinbuhan sarang
Can't help but think of the times I've had with you. Pictures and some memories will have to help me through
Ta masih inget,waktu itu ta liat buku gambarnya yang dikasih nama gede banget pake spidol white board. Ta nulis d status fesbuk, terus dia comment, "Gue banget tuh."
Pas ta ngeliat buku gambar ta, ta kira dia udah nghapus tulisan "She Jelek" di buku gambar ta, tawnya engga. Tulisannya masih ada disana.
You deserve the chance at the kind of love I'm not sure i'm worthy of Losing you is painful to me
Kadang ta masih bisa ketawa kalo inget kejadian lucu yang dia lakuin, tapi kemudian ta seakan tersadar, terbangun dari mimpi semu selama ini. Rasanya ketawa tentang hal yang sama tentang kejadian lucunya berkali-kalipun masih tetep kerasa fresh.
Mimpi itu kerasa nyata, ta yang sekarang sadar kalo semua itu mimpi, ta selama ini cuma ngetawain hasil imajinasi ta sendiri.
Mungkin tulisan "She Jelek" yang ta baca-pun sebenernya engga ada, mungkin semuanya itu cuma mimpi.
Mungkin juga status ta tentang buku gambar yang dikasih nama gede banget pake spidol white board juga ga pernah dia comment, atau bahkan ta ga taw fesbuknya dia apa.
All the time I wasted on you All the bullshit you put me through I'm checking into rehab 'cause everything that we had Didn't mean a thing to you
Ta tarik kesimpulan menyakitkan. Ta selama ini bahagia sendiri, ketawa sendiri dan punya kenangan sendiri. Anggep aja ta waktu itu nonton sendiri, ta jalan sendiri, duduk sendiri, diem di kebun sendiri, maen DDR sendiri, engga ada yang ta lakuin bersama, semuanya ta lakuin sendiri dan mungkin orang2 di sekeliling ta ngira ta gila waktu ta ketawa2 sendiri atau pas lagi jalan tiba-tiba ngobrol kayak ada orang di sebelah ta padahal ta mimpi.
Fairy tales don’t always have a happy ending, do they?
Ternyata jadi novelis tuh kadang suka ga bisa ngebedain dunia nyata sama mimpi... mimpinya bagus, imajinasi ta tinggi banget sampe bisa mikirin cerita sebagus itu, semuanya kerasa nyata dan ta sampe sekarang masih ga percaya itu teh mimpi. Hahahahah....
You are the reason You are the reason I wake up every day And sleep through the night You are the reason, the reason
Semuanya mimpi... hanya sebatas mimpi...
And I'm on my knees, Looking for the answer. Are we human? Or are we denser?
Ta bersyukur udah bangun, tapi pas bangun tulisan "She Jelek" masih ada... hahaha, mungkin gini, ta kena nightwalker gitu, terus nulis tulisan tu di buku gambar ta, pas udah nulis itu ta tidur lagi dan bermimpi kalo ada orang yang nulisin tulisan itu buat ta, padahal mah ga ada. Wkwkwk... semuanya ta karang sendiri, sama kayak cerita2 di novel ta, semuanya cuma hasil karangan imajinasi ta.
All this time I was wasting hoping you would come around I’ve been giving out chances everytime and all you do is let me down And its taking me this long but baby I figured you out And you think it will be fine again but not this time around
Ah aku semakin menggila !!!
And if you're missing me You better keep it to yourself Cuz coming back around here Would be bad for your health
Apa mungkin otakku yang cerdas ini sekarang ga bisa ngebedain antara yang nyata sama mimpi?
You say, "Dreams are dreams. "I ain't gonna play the fool anymore." You say, "'Cause I still got my soul."
ADA YANG KURANG!!!
ADA YANG HILANG!!!
Give me back my point of view 'Cause I just can't think for you I can hardly hear you say What should I do, well you choose
last nite, i meet that kid again, he talks to me with english, he teaches me some grammar, you're the first one i tell about those kid... i were right, that kid always come when i feel so lonely and he talks to me, make feel little bit happy... he just talks but i feel happy. Something miss from my life, do i have to say that when this whole world knows ? do i have to beg for it back to me?
But we're all alone, was it just a dream Feelings untold, They will never be sold And the secrets safe with me
I don't want to Stay another minute I don't want you To say a single word Hush Hush, Hush Hush There is no other way I get the final say Because I don't want to Do this any longer I don't want you There's nothing left to say Hush Hush, Hush Hush I've already spoken Our love is broken Baby Hush Hush
You Said It Wasn't Gonna Be Like It Was Before Then It Happened Again Pushing Me Back Out The Door Thought It Would Be For real This Time Love Me Forget About The Signs So Now What Do I Do Now, That I Know That We're Through Wish That I Could Move On Can't Let Go, It's Too Strong Just Like That And Then You're Gone Is This How You Wanted It To Be Everything You Had To Say Sent The Tears Right Down My Face Now I'm Trying To Escape The Misery Why Don't You Love Me The Way I Loved You It Feels So Crazy Cause I Dunno What I Did To You If You're Gonna Hurt Me Then Do It Quickly Cause I'm Tired Of Cryin If You Don't Wanna Stick Around Then, Baby, Forget About Me Too Late, Sorry I Didn't Even Have The Chance You Said You Were Happy Baby, I Don't Understand Gave You Everything You Asked For And Was Ready To Give You A Lot More I Would've Given The World Right In The Palm Of Your Hand Wish That I Could Move On Can't Let Go, It's Too Strong Just Like That And Then You're Gone Is This How You Wanted It To Be Everything You Had To Say Sent The Tears Right Down My Face Now I'm Trying To Escape The Misery Why Don't You Love Me The Way I Loved You It Feels So Crazy Cause I Dunno What I Did To You If You're Gonna Hurt Me Then Do It Quickly Cause I'm Tired Of Cryin If You Don't Wanna Stick Around Then, Baby, Forget About Me Boy, My Heart Was True And That You Can't Deny Don't Be A Fool And Walk Away From All The Lies It's Up To You Cause Heaven Knows I've Tried Tell Me You're Still In Love Yeahhhh Ohh Why Don't You Love Me The Way I Loved You It Feels So Crazy Cause I Dunno What I Did To You If You're Gonna Hurt Me Then Do It Quickly Cause I'm Tired Of Cryin If You Don't Wanna Stick Around Then, Baby, Forget About Me Forget About Me...
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