I'm just like a fool

I'm just like a fool, i know i love you, wanna beside you, smile with you forever and never let anyone take you from me, but as time passed, i began to let you go to the place that i can't ever reach even i see. I'm regreted, if i can, i wish i can stop you and when you say you're there, i would say, come back.
But i say good job, what a wonderful time, i won't, i was crying listen about you're going to the place that i can reach... If i can, i'll call you first and say that i wanna go woth you. But it's all too late, and now i began to hate my self couse i let someone special inside my heart gone by. Gloomy, gloomy, gloomy, i call your name, crying and can't swept all my teardrops, but that's mean nothing, you even can't hear it, you even can't see me anymore after 4 years ago. I hate my self, why i never showed my self front of you. Gloomy, you have to know, the morning always remain me to you, the wind always be my only diary, the blue sky still be my friend all this time i left without you

Hong Gil Dong

~*★♥LYRICS♥★*~
manyageh naega gandamyeon
naega dagagandamyeon
neon eoddeogeh saenggakhalgga
yonginaelsu eobtgo

manyageh niga gandamyeon
niga ddeonagandamyeon
neol eoddeogeh bonaeyahalji
jaggoo geobi naneun geol

naega babo gataseo
barabolsu bakkeman eobtneungeon amado
wemyeon haljidomoreul ni maeumgwa
ddo keuraeseo deo mareojil saiga dwelggabwa

jeongmal babo gataseo
saranghanda haji mothaneungeon amado
mannam dwiyeh gidarineun apeumeh
seulpeun nanaldeuri dooryeowoseo ingabwa

manyageh niga ondamyeon
niga dagaondamyeon
nan eoddeogeh haeyamanhalji
jeongmal alsu eobtneungeol

naega babo gataseo
barabolsu bakkeman eobtneungeon amado
wemyeon haljidomoreul ni maeumgwa
ddo keuraeseo deo mareojil saiga dwelggabwa

jeongmal babo gataseo
saranghanda haji mothaneungeon amado
mannam dwiyeh gidarineun apeumeh
seulpeun nanaldeuri dooryeowoseo ingabwa

naega babo gataseo
saranghanda haji mothaneungeon amado
mannam dwiyeh gidarineun apeumeh
seulpeun nanaldeuri dooryeowoseo ingabwa
~*★♥ENGLISH LYRICS♥★*~
If i were to go
If i were to get close to you
What would you think?
I dont have the courage.
If you were to go,
If you were to leave.
I dont know how to send you away
It keeps hanging on my mind
I know i am a fool and can only watch you from afar
Your heart may look away from me
And so we could even become strangers
Just like a fool i cant even say that i love you because
Were afraid the wait that comes upon us
After we meet will be painful and sad.
If you were to come
To come near me.
What would i do ?
I really dont know
Because im like a fool.
Even though i know looking is all i can do
Your heart may look away from me
And so we could even become strangers
Just like a fool i cant even say that i love you because.
Were afraid the wait that comes upon us
After we meet will be painful and sad
Because im like a fool
Even though i cant say i love you
Were afraid the wait that comes upon us
After we meet will be painful and sad.


Lagu yang bener-bener menyakitkan, rasanya kayak OST kisah cintaku sendiri...
Kalo aja aku kuat, aku pasti engga akan kehilangan orang yang aku cintai..
Kalo aku bisa ngelindungin, engga cuma diri sendiri, tapi juga ngelindungin orang yang aku cintai, semua ini engga akan pernah terjadi
Mungkin air mata dan kesedihan itu engga pernah ada...
Percaya engga kalo andai aku bisa kembali ke masa itu aku bisa ngerubah semua hidupku 100% ?
Aku percaya, aku percaya kalo aku aja aku bisa balik lagi ke masa itu, aku pasti bisa terus bersama orang-orang yang aku cintai...

Mungkin orang yang aku cintai engga tau kalo aku ini kuat dan tegar, engga gampang dikalahin sama apapun...
Aku engga perlu dilindungi karena aku ini dengan sendirinya dan dengan bersama dia, aku akan jadi kuat dengan sendirinya..
Engga perlu matahin semangatku dan engga perlu menyakiti aku sampe aku masih bisa nangis sampe detik ini...
Engga perlu, soalnya...
Aku bisa ngelindungin diriku sendiri dan menghapus air mataku sendiri...

Sekarang tanpa kamu ketahuin, air mataku udah terjatuh dan aku sampe sekarang masih nunggu kamu yang ngehapus seluruh air mata ini..,

Hujan Lyrics by Utopia

Rinai hujan basahi aku
temani sepi yang mengendap
kala aku mengingatmu
dan semua saat manis itu
Segala seperti mimpi
kujalani hidup sendiri
andai waktu berganti
aku tetap tak’kan berubah
Aku selalu bahagia
saat hujan turun
karena aku dapat mengenangmu
untukku sendiri
ooohhh..
ooo
Selalu ada cerita
tersimpan di hatiku
tentang kau dan hujan
tentang cinta kita
yang mengalir seperti air
Aku bisa tersenyum sepanjang hari
karena hujan pernah menahanmu disini
untukku ooohhh…



Lagu yang cantik yaa,,,
Aku waktu pertama kali kedenger kata HUJAN, aku langsung suka sama lagu ini, engga tau gimana caranya, tapi kayaknya lagu ini itu kayak manggil aku untuk kembali dimasa dimana aku masih sering main hujan, karena udah lama enga, aku jadinya lupa...

My Love Lyrics by Westlife

My Love lyrics
An empty street, an empty houseA hole inside my heartI'm all alone, the rooms are getting smaller.I wonder how, I wonder why, I wonder where they areThe days we had, the songs we sang together.(oh yeah)
And all my love, I'm holding on foreverReaching for the love that seems so far
[Chorus:]So I say a little prayerAnd hope my dreams will take me thereWhere the skies are blue, to see you once again... my love.All the seas from coast to coastTo find the place I Love The MostWhere the fields are green, to see you once again... my love.
I try to read, I go to workI'm laughing with my friendsBut I can't stop to keep myself from thinking. (oh no)I wonder how, I wonder why, I wonder where they areThe days we had, the songs we sang together.(oh yeah)
And all my love, I'm holding on foreverReaching for the love that seems so far
So I say a little prayerAnd hope my dreams will take me thereWhere the skies are blue, to see you once again... my love.All the seas from coast to coastTo find the place I Love The MostWhere the fields are green, to see you once again...
To hold you in my armsTo promise you my loveTo tell you from the heartYou're all I'm thinking of
Reaching for the love that seems so far
So I say a little prayerAnd hope my dreams will take its thereWhere the skies are blue, to see you once again... my love.All the seas from coast to coastTo find the place I Love The MostWhere the fields are green, to see you once again... my love.
Say it in a prayer (my sweet love)Dreams will take it thereWhere the skies are blue (woah yeah), to see you once again my love. (oh my love)All the seas from coast to coastTo find the place I Love The MostWhere the fields are green, to see you once again.... My Love.

When i can see you again ?

Aku selalu mencita-citain pengen kuliah, pengen jadi MAHASISWI universitas negeri favorit, dan kini aku udah jadi mahasiswi disebuah perguruan tinggi negeri favorit. Tapi aku ngerasa kehilangan sesuatu yang sangat berharga, aku keilangan temen-temen SMA-ku, aku lost contact banget sama mereka, jarang banget aku smsan atau nelepon sama mereka. Padahal dari temen sekelasku ada 2 orang yang satu universitas sama aku, tapi aku ngerasa mereka begitu jauh sampe aku engga bisa ketemu sama mereka. Padahal kelas mereka itu sebelahan tapi jarang banget aku ketemu mereka. Padahal waktu SMA, sehari aja engga ketemu, aku selalu nanyain kemana mereka kok engga sekolah. Aku pikir dengan satu universitas bisa tetep ketemu sama mereka, taunya engga. Belum lagi aku udah engga pernah ketemu sama wali kelasku, duh... rindu banget rasanya, biasanya tiap hari senin sampe jum'at selalu ada aja ceramah wali kelas ke anak kelasnya atau saling jailin, marah-marahan, atau konsultasi, sekarang jadi jarang banget...Duh Ayah, kapan sih kita bisa ketemu lagi ???Ayah itu panggilan untuk wali kelasku, maklum aja selama 3 tahun aku engga ganti temen-temen, engga ganti nama kelas, engga ganti wali kelas juga, jadinya aku dan temen-temenku akrab sama wali kelas, udah kayak AYAH sendiri...

Sedikit renungan,,,

Semuanya begitu mudah sebelum kita semua berteman semakin lama, persaingan begitu menyenangkan, tawa begitu tulus dan semburat senyum bisa keluar kapan aja, tapi... semakin waktu berjalan lebih jauh, semuanya menjadi begitu sulit, kesedihan ada ditiap senyum dan tawa yang terurai, air mata selalu ada disetiap kata yang terucap, kebohongan mengiringi langkah persahabatan kita, dan seluruh persaingan yang ada menjadi semakin berat ketika kita memperebutkan sesuatu yang sama. Kenapa kita harus menjadi musuh padahal dulu kita tersenyum bersama tanpa rasa bersalah ? Mengapa senyum yang kini keluar hanya senyum sinis dan bukan tawa terbahak-bahak lagi seperti dulu ? Kenapa kata-kata yang dulu keluar begitu mudahnya tanpa disaring sekarang harus dicari kebenaran dan ditimbang kebaikannya dulu ? Kenapa ?
Kenapa kita engga kayak dulu ? Kenapa harus ada perbedaan yang membuat kita semua terpisah ? Dulu kita semua bagaikan udara dan paru-paru, saling membutuhkan, engga ada dendam, dengki, dan egois, tapi kenapa kita sekarang harus kayak air dan minyak yang engga bisa bersatu ? Kenapa harus saling melukai kayak kayu dan api ? Kenapa ?
Air mata kini menjadi begitu mudahnya keluar tanpa sanggup kita menghapusnya, padahal dulu janji untuk saling menghapus air mata terucap begitu mudahnya diselingi tawa dan seucap janji manis yang sekiranya masih kita ingat. Berjanji akan saling menjadi hati yang mau mengerti sebelum keegoisan datang menerpa. Berjanji akan selalu menjadi telinga yang mau mendengar keluh kesah, namun kini justru saling melontarkan kata-kata menyayat hati dan kita bukan menyesal justru tertawa bangga dan semakin semangat mengeluarkan kata-kata tajam. Inikah hasil persahabatan kita selama ini ?
Aku ingin kembali ke masa dimana kita tertawa tanpa rasa bersalah, aku ingin kembali dimana kita bisa saling mencurahkan isi hati, saling menjadi tangan yang akan menghapus air mata, saling menjadi telinga yang ingin mendengarkan, saling menjadi hati yang mau mengerti.
Apakah masih ada bagian dari diriku yang pernah menjadi bagian dari dirimu untuk berjanji berteman hingga waktu memisahkan kita ? Masih adakah ? Atau tangisan dan senyuman kini sudah terlihat sama ?
Langit biru terlihat sama dimanapun saat kita bersahabat begitu dekat, tak terpisahkan, saling menggenggam tangan dan berjanji takkan melepaskan. Namun kini langit biru itu sudah terlihat sangat hitam olehku dan merah olehmu. Hitam karena aku tak punya lagi orang untuk kubagi cerita pagiku, tak ada lagi orang yang akan kukejar sebagai pemacu semangatku, tak akan ada lagi janji untuk saling menolong. Merah karena kini sudah tidak ada lagi rasa iba dan kasih, hidup di jalan berbatu, menapaki jalan itu sendirian dengan kebencian dan dendam.
Lalu bagaimana kita akan bertemu lagi ?
Mengapa semua begitu mudah saat kita baru bersahabat ?
Mengapa air mata sekarang terjatuh dan kau tak tahu ?
Aku hanya ingin kembali kepadamu dan hanya kepadamu...

Happiness keyword

Ternyata kebahagiaan dan kesedihan itu bedanya tipis banget, andai aja aku udah tau betapa tipisnya perbedaan mereka, aku engga akan pernah menyesali semua air mata yang udah aku cucurkan untuk mereguk kebahagiaan yang manis ini. Walaupun kebahagiaan yang aku inginkan masih terlalu jauh untuk kugapai dan aku tak tahu kapan kebahagiaan itu akan muncul, namun sepertinya semua kebahagiaan dan kesedihan itu engga beda jauh.Baru aja aku ngerasa kehilangan sebesar-besarnya, mataku selalu berkaca-kaca kalo ngomongin dunkin, betapa aku takut engga bisa ketemu dia lagi, betapa aku selalu mengejar kemanapun dia pergi, memantau perkembangan yang terjadi sama dia tanpa dia tau.. padahal dia selalu baik-baik saja, aku engga perlu nyiapin keberanian kayak penunggang kuda yang siap berperang sampai mati, soalnya dia selalu ada saat aku bahkan engga mempersiapkan apapun.Walaupun aku ketemu sama dia cuma dimimpi, tapi aku masih ngerasain rasa bahagia yang dulu aku rasain waktu ada dideket dia, rasa seneng yang engga bisa dibayar dengan siapapun didunia ini. Aku kira aku udah lupa gimana rasanya kebahagiaan waktu ngeliat wajahnya, sekarang aku inget lagi semuanya, semua yang pernah aku lupain, semua yang aku harap lupain kini aku inget lagi.Tas birunya, sepatu compass-nya, seragam SMP-nya, rambutnya, kaus kakinya, cara dia duduk, wangi badannya, pulpen itemnya, cara dia nulis, matanya, cara dia mandang aku, semuanya...Semuanya...Padahal sebelum aku ketemu sama dia di mimpi, aku baru aja ngerasa begitu dalam terperosok ke dalam kesedihan, begitu dalamnya rasa kehilanganku, begitu banyak air mata yang ingin aku keluarkan tapi engga bisa dan banyak kata-kata yang engga tersampaikan. Ambisiku selama ini itu cuma pengen ketemu dia dan pengen ngobrol panjang lebar tentang kebenaran masa lalu, cuma itu...Tapi waktu ketemu sama dia, walaupun cuma dalam mimpi, aku engga bisa ngomong selain pengen deket sama dia, selalu ada disebelahnya, selalu ngeliatin apa yang dia lakuin dan ngikutin apa yang dia lakuin, sama kayak dulu... apa sih yang aku punya engga ngikutin dia ? Pulpen, pensil, buku, tas, sepatu, cara jalan, cara ngomong, semuanya...Bahkan bahasa Sunda aja sengaja aku pelajarin buat ngobrol sama dia yang selalu pake bahasa Sunda. Walaupun yang diajarin sama temen-temen aku itu bahasa Sunda yang kasarnya, tapi aku ngerasa semua itu bukan beban kalo buat ngobrol sama dia, soalnya dia engga bisa ngobrol pake bahasa Indonesia. Walaupun dengan latar belakang bahasa yang beda, aku selalu nyoba buat deket sama dia, dengan cara apapun.Tapi itu semua mimpi, aku engga pernah bener-bener ketemu dia lagi kecuali kalo ngeliat dia sekilas di jalan. Aku juga engga pernah ngobrol lagi sejak 4 tahun lalu, tanggal 1 oktober 2004 adalah terakhir kalinya aku ngobrol sama dia, aku engga pernah ngobrol sama dia lagi, bahkan aku udah lama engga saling sapa dengan senyum sejak 4 tahun lalu.Engga kerasa 4 tahun aku selalu inget sama dia, inget namanya dan suka sama namanya, cinta sama sebuah nama, dunkin...

When you choose someone the same like me

Before, someone i love maybe ever love me a second, i'm happy, really glad, i feel the sun shine on me and the world spinning with joy and happiness. But i know, that's just a second, because i never open my mouth to say that i love him, i never told him in 3 years, in 3 years, i'm just keep silent, let no one knows i love him, even to my diary. I'm just calling him with 'HIM'.
He never know i love him, i always watch over him, i always pray for his right condition, i ever call him the glass-heart prince. He's always getting sick in every week, weeks without sick isn't him. He's always make me afraid but he don't know, he think i'm just ordinary girl, didn't have any feeling to him, but he was so wrong, he never ask me before. I'm waiting in my silent words, waiting he know and read my heart, but he don't do those, that day, i know he's get his new girl friend, i'm so shock, he ever told me that he'll never fallin' love couse he's just wanna married just like what in Islam. But he broke his words, i can't believe it, the world just like stop spinning and now i feel my head spinning so hard then i fell down to the sadness and drowned, waiting my death.
I'm not die, yet. Still i'm alive, still i'm smile and laugh at them, in my heart i said that i'm happy for both of you. 3 years i'm wating for nothing, so i made a song, my first song for him, he listen my voice, i speak up and tell him about my heart but it was too late, now he's love his girl friend so much. Everyone say that i'm singing so nice, of course i am, that's not just ordinary song, i sing it with all my heart. That's the first time in my life i speak up about my heart. The song's hear so soft and so beautifull, and inside that song, fulfill with pain, teardrops, and untold words.
Even more he still with his girl, i never want him to broke their relationship. If i said i'm happy with my mouth, i can fool you, but if i said it in my heart, that's the true pray comes from the deepest heart of me. I don't regreted my fault, i'm happy because i make this song, i can make everyone hear my sadness, i can make him knows about my heart, i can make good score couse all of my friends so proud i can make this song, i'm really happy indeed...
The lyrics of my song isn't good enough, but it's the sadness song of me, so i named this song :

My sadness

Before i'm weak without you
I cry everynight there for you
But then i know that's all nothing
You never come to me again

For you all my love
I'll give all my all
To say, "Here all my love for you"
If you love me for me

I live in strange paradise, so i need you here
Couse i still weak without you

For you all my love
I'll give all my all
To say, "Here all my love for you"
If you love me for me
If you love me for me


The 3rd paragraph said my hope for my future, now i live in different university with him, different faculty and different place, in my university, i live alone, i've got new friends but i've no one like him here. Maybe i'll not meet him again, but... that's alright, just seeing his photo can make me smile and remember about my past with him, his way to make me show my feeling to him.... Hmm... memories
One thing which always make me sad, why he choose the most same girl just like me, i don't understand what's the different me and his girlfriend, he even ever told me that my face and my act it's just like his girlfriend, i don't know does he just want make me sad or that's the real what he feel ?
That's alright, no one would force me about him, couse his name never written in my diary's pages, none words of his name ever written in my diary. So, he's only a dream, now i'm wake up and search him but i know that's just a dream, that's why i always make story with a girl who find her prince in her dream.
I never told anyone, couse there's no one want to listen to me, no one want to hear my sadness and see back of my past, no one care about me, so that's why he's just my adoreable man. Couse no one want me to call his name, even he won't me to call his name loud.
Goodbye, perhaps you read it and come fast to me...

My prince hear my pray...

When i saw him stand front of me, i tellin' my self that i wanna see his smile everyday, and i'll sacrifice anything i had just to see his beloved smile...
Yesterday i see him walk with his girl friend, still i pray the same things, i'm glad could see his smile even he smile without me, then i see his girlfriend smiling at me, then in my heart i said, i wouldn't take him from his girlfriend, i love to see they smile even my heart gambling i won't to see them be.
I ever feel that smile before, i ever expressed that smile before, i still can remember it so well. Then i see a girl, in this time, that's me, i see they smile so happy. Now i didn't do anything to them, but in my past, this girl take him from me and she delete all my smile and never send him back to be my happiness.
I lost my smile, i lost anything which made me smile, i lost anything, i forget anything about my past. I'm drowin' in my sadness, but now i won't to see his girlfriend lost her smile, i stay where i belong and keep silent, just watching they smile, laugh, share their happiness and feel the whole world only for them both.
I'm really jealous, i do. But i'll never delete beautyful smile carved with honest and loyalty, couse if i do that, what's kind different from me and that girl who ever take my happiness ? I'm different, i'm just a stranger who always be cool and always get the strange.
I'm still hope he'll give me a chance to let me be his girlfriend without i have to take him from his girlfriend now. I'm still open my heart wide just for waitting him, i forgive anywords he ever made for me which ever made me hurt. I forgive anything he ever done to me, couse i would rather hurt my self better than i have to see a smile gone by.
I know he even not a prince with a white horse and big crown, but just knowing he can be what he inside, i would be so glad and with pleasure i can retake my life for him...
[just kidding]
I'm always positive thinking and said to my self that the reason why he didn't take my hope to anywhere is couse he won't to hurt me, altough i'm still be hurted by see him walking with his girl friend, but that's alright, i'm used to it. Sometimes i think he's a super hero, when everyone know about him and his feelings to me, then world would blame me and hurt me more than him. That's make sense, he's the best one, the smart boy, the almost completely perfect, so... he can't take me as his couse i don't have any reason to be choosen. That's the simply reason i can think.
But in other time, i know he ever give me a chance to prove my love to him, but i don't take that chance, i still with my silent and my cool style to him, maybe at that time he think that i don't love him and he stop to give me a chance. What i can do ?
I'm really feel i have nothing to be wonder about, so i never feel i'm the better one, but that might be my best fault... I don't regret it, i just hope he give me another chance... That's all.

Blue daily half time

Bagiku satu hari seperti satu detik

Waktu berjalan begitu cepat
Bahkan aku tidak sempat melakukan banyak hal
Tetapi, sekalipun suatu hari sama dengan satu tahun
Tetap saja tidak ada yang dapat kulakukan

Aku terlalu banyak membuang waktu
Waktu yang kujalani selama ini rasanya sia-sia
Aku hanya terdiam dan mengamati
Sambil menunggu waktuku berakhir

Tetapi keajaiban datang padaku
Dia memberikan kesempatan

Untuk mengetahui
Untuk mengerti
Untuk merasakan, dan
Untuk melakukan

Banyak hal yang tidak pernah terjadi padaku

Sekarang aku menyadari waktuku
Satu detikpun itu adalah kehidupan


Diambil dari komik Blue Daily Half Time - Alexia
Kata-kata itu kayak renunganku setiap kali kalo aku lagi diem sendirian. Aku sering nulis banyak kata-kata yang menyebutkan kata-kata itu, tapi aku engga pernah nulis jawabannya. Kalo misalnya aku lagi iseng dan baca kata-kata itu lagi, aku kadang suka ketawa, kenapa begitu mudahnya aku nulis kata-kata itu lagi dan lagi. Mungkin karena aku menyadari kalo aku membuang semua waktuku untuk menyesali satu hal, aku membuang semua perhatian orang disekitarku cuma untuk mikirin satu orang, aku engga nganggep semua orang disekitarku ada cucma gara-gara aku terfokus sama satu orang, aku melupakan semua hal yang jelek-jelek tentang orang itu cuma biar aku berhenti nyumpahin satu orang itu dan mulai memujinya.
Dan ! Berhasil, aku banyak lupa tentang masa laluku dan aku cuma inget sesuatu waktu aku baca catetanku waktu dulu aja. Setiap malem aku selalu berdo'a untuk melupakan semuanya kecuali keluargaku dan satu orang itu, engga ada alasan yang pasti, cuma aku berdoa untuk apa yang aku anggep itu yang terbaik. Sekarang kalo ditanya tentang masa laluku, aku banyak lupa dan ngerasa engga pernah ngalamin. Aku bingung untuk ngeliat antara kenyataan dan mimpi. Soalnya banyak kenyataan aku impikan dan banyak mimpi menjadi kenyataan,,,
Sampe sekarang aku masih ngerasa ketakutan sendiri, aku takut kalo harus ketemu sama satu orang itu, padahal aku selalu ngeliat dia, cuma engga pernah aku sapa, dan mungkin dia engga pernah ngeliat aku. Mungkin selama ini dia udah nganggep aku menjadi bagian masa lalunya, tapi engga apa-apa, aku seneng menjadi apapun didalam hatinya, cuma ajah aku berharap kalo dia bisa inget aku sebagai orang yang pernah dia suka dulu.
Tadinya kalo aku sampe masuk ke PTN, aku bakalan nelepon dia dan nanyain dia kuliah dimana, taunya aku engga masuk ke PTN favorit, walaupun universitas yang aku masuki ini negri dan kebilang favorit, tapi... aku engga punya kebanggaan untuk masuk ke dalam kehidupannya lagi. Satu orang inipun sekarang engga kuliah dan dia kerja shift malem, jadi makin engga ada waktu untukku nyari dia dan dia untuk nyari aku.
Dari cerita blue daily half time, setiap ngebuka halamannya aku selalu takut kalo pemeran utamanya "si boneka" bakalan kembali lagi jadi boneka, aku takut kalo harus ngeliat "boneka" itu kembali ke asalnya, mungkin akan sedih banget.
Kadang aku mikir betapa Tuhan itu kadang aku ngerasa engga adil, kenapa bikin kebahagiaan cuma sementara, kenapa engga terus-terusan aja ngasih kemalangan biar engga akan sakit hati gara-gara kembali dari kebahagiaan kedalam kemalangan. Aku sedih kalo harus ngeliat orang yang baru aja ngerasain bahagia tiba-tiba harus nangis sedih...
Aku engga suka sama orang yang ninggalin luka setelah ngerasain bahagia, soalnya aku sendiri juga pernah ngalamin hal yang sama, waktu senyumku sedang berkembang tinggi, tiba-tiba aku menangis engga pernah berhenti setiap malem.
Tapi itu semua dulu, walaupun masih kerasa rasa sakit hatinya, aku udah engga bisa nangis lagi, soalnya semua itu udah pergi, aku engga akan bisa lagi disakitin soalnya mungkin air mataku udah abis gara-gara dulu nangis setiap malem.

Kenangan sama temen-temen Paskibraku itu banyak banged...

Kita nangis sama-sama, disuruh push up, lari, ngerangkak, sit up, pull up, ditampar bareng-bareng, ngibArin bendera bareng-bareng...

Pokoknya kenangan kayak gitu engga ada di organisasi yang pernah aku ikutin...

Rasanya aku engga rela ngelepasin masa SMA-ku di paskibra...

Soalnya seneng banget disana...

Walaupun aku dan temen-temenku sampe nilainya turun, ditampar sampe sakit, dihujan-hujanin, dimarahin, pokoknya semuanya kita laluin bersama, Ta sayang banget sama anak-anak paskib, Rela deh terus ikut paskib tanpa dibayar, asalkan bisa terus ngibarin Bendera Merah Putih Duplikat kedua setiap tanggal 17 agustus...

Aku selalu pengen deket sama paskibra dan ngasih tau betapa enaknya ikut organisasi paskibra itu..

Kalian-kalian diluaran sana yang engga ikut organisasi apapun, MASA SMA KAMU GAGAL !!!

Emang bener masa SMA cuma dateng sekali, dan kamu nyia-nyiain dengan mutihin kulit kamu sampe kamu engga mau kena sinar matahari... Pake pemutih, pake rebonding rambut, keriting rambut, di model macem-macem,,, halah-halah... Rambut kamu kalo bisa ngomong mau nangis deh kayaknya !

Padahal nanti di Alam Barzah kita dipanasin sampe gosong,,, Apa kulit putihmu bisa bertahan ???

Pemimpin dan sang Pemimpin sejati

Waktu pertama kali aku ikut Paskibra, aku aneh, kenapa semua orang seneng banget nunjuk aku ke depan untuk mimpin, aku juga sebel kalo kakak-kakak kelas mempercayakan suatu tugas sama aku, jadinya kan aku engga bisa leha-leha, aku juga sebel kalo jadinya aku yang harus bikin keputusan dimana aku males bikin keputusan, aku aja sering salah milih keputusan untuk diriku sendiri, tapi kenapa orang-orang yang kayak yang seneng bikin aku yang harus maju ke depan dan ngemukain pendapat aku.
Aku protes, aku marah waktu itu kenapa semua orang nunjuk aku terus-terusan, kenapa aku selalu harus dibikin buat ngambil keputusan, semua orang selalu nanya pendapatku yang menurutku engga nyelesaiin masalah, mereka selalu maksa untuk aku ngeluarin satu kata aja dalam pengambilan keputusan, aku juga marah waktu kakak kelasku mati-matian maksa aku buat jadi ketua suatu organisasi yang mimpin beberapa sekolah, aku engga mau, kenapa harus aku ?
Sekarang aku tau kenapa mereka semua nunjuk aku, aku baru inget kalo aku pernah bilang kalo aku punya jenis kepemimpinan yang engga mau timbul, aku contohin kayak sutradara, dia engga perlu nampangin wajahnya didepan umum, tapi semua kendali artis ada di dia. Aku emang engga mau dikenal banyak orang, cukup orang-orang kenal nama aku, tapi aku engga pengen semua orang tau wajah aku dan nginget aku dengan wajah kayak gitu, aku pengen kayak penulis buku, aku adalah pemimpin dari mereka semua yang bermain drama diatas kertas putih, aku yang bilang berhenti dan aku juga yang bilang kapan mau mulai lagi. Aku engga mau jadi vokal atau konsonan, tapi aku mau jadi orang yang ngebikin konsonan dan vokal itu, orang-orang engga tau siapa tepatnya orang yang bikin konsonan dan vokal, tapi mereka tau kalo vokal dan konsonan engga akan ada tanpa sang pembuat. Bukankah itu keinginan dan kerendahan hati yang sederhana ?
Itulah alasan temen-temenku nanya pendapatku, sekarang aku seneng kalo ditanya sebuah pendapat, aku seneng kalo aku bisa bikin terobosan terbaru walaupun nama aku engga dikenal. Aku engga perlu jadi vokal A, aku pengen jadi pembuat alfabet itu. Sekarang aku bener-bener jadi pembuat alfabet, aku engga perlu jadi ketua yang dikenal semua orang namanya dan jasanya, aku cukup jadi pemberi nasihat yang semua kata-kata aku diturutin sama ketuanya dan akhirnya organisasi itu jalan dengan visi misiku dulu, tentunya dengan aku engga jadi ketuanya.
Aku cukup puas jadi script writter dan engga berharap jadi artisnya. Aku cukup puas jadi sekretaris yang setiap katanya diturutin sama ketua. Aku puas jadi pesuruh yang semua keinginanku dipenuhi sama pemimpin yang nyuruh aku. Aku puas jadi diriku sendiri, soalnya kalo semua orang pengen jadi pemimpin, terus siapa dong yang nanti dipimpin dan dijajah ? Kalo semua orang jadi presiden, siapa rakyat yang bakalan jadi petani, dokter, guru, dosen, pedagang dan lainnya.
Persis kayak puisinya Iwan Abdurachman yang judulnya kerendahan hati, kita emang engga pernah perlu jadi ketua dari segala hal kalo kita sendiri engga sanggup, kenapa engga jadi orang yang biasa-biasa yang dihormati dan disegani semua orang. Kan lebih asyik tuh ! Kita engga perlu mikirin kata-kata yang udah kita keluarin, engga perlu pertanggung jawaban, itu yang aku suka. Aku suka memimpin dibelakang, tapi kalo diminta pertanggung jawaban, bisa ajah, cuma aku engga suka didesak, jadinya aku engga suka kalo jadi pemimpin didepan semua orang. Ada orang yang pernah bilang, kekuasaan sejati terletak dibelakang tahta.

I LOVE my INDONESIA

Aku masii inget waktu tanggal 16 Agustus 2006 aku ikutan pengibaran di Kecamatan, walaupun engga sebagus dan se-elite pengibaran Kabupaten, Provinsi dan Nasional, tapi aku bangga banget !
Aku yakin jam 5 sore waktu itu, kita semua sang pasukan pengibar bendera sedang nangis karena bangganya kami ke suatu benda bersejarah Republik Indonesia.
Jam 5 sore itu, aku dan teman-temanku berpakaian PDU [pakaian dinas upacara], lengkap sama seluruh atribut. Kami disumpah untuk engga kabur dari tugas ngibarin Bendera Sang Saka apapun yang terjadi.
Aku ngeliat temen-temen aku nangis waktu Sang Saka dicium, aku masih engga ngerti kenapa mereka nangis, tapi aku tau satu hal, sebuah kebanggan tersendiri melekat di dalam hati. Aku emang engga ikut-ikutan nangis, aku malahan sibuk mengagumi betapa ternyata Bendera yang udah 16 taun aku liat itu begitu indah. Tiap kali aku ngeliat bendera, aku ngerasa biasa ajah. Aku engga pernah ngerasa bangga apalagi ngerasa spesial waktu ngeliatnya. Kalo disuruh upacara hari senin aja, untuk hormat 3 menit ke bendera aku udah engga mau, tapi dengan terpaksa akhirnya aku hormat juga.
Tapi pas sore itu, aku keinget sama satu hal yang engga akan bisa aku lupa. Dari kecil sampe umurku 16 tahun, aku engga pernah jadi perangkat upacara. Kakak-kakak seniorku nanya alasannya, ya aku jawab kalo aku engga pernah diajakin sama guru atau temen-temenku. Sedih sihh waktu inget sama kejadian waktu dulu, cuma engga apa-apa, aku selalu berusaha berlapangan hati sama temen-temenku.
Aku dijauhin sama temen-temen aku cuma gara-gara aku ini punya ortu yang awalnya engga Islam dan aku mau temenan sama yang bukan agama Islam. Mereka pikir temenku yang bukan Islam itu najis, dan dengan aku temenan sama anak itu, maka aku akan sama najisnya. Aku sih engga peduli, toh temen aku ini juga engga ngelakuin hal-hal yang salah, soalnya Ibuku sendiri juga pernah nyerita kalo ummat Islam sendiri jahat banget sama kaumnya, aku dulu engga ngerti kenapa alasan Ibuku ngomong kayak gitu, tapi sekarang aku ngerti, agama Islam emang jahat sama sesama kaumnya sendiri, selalu ngerasa paling bener, menjajah satu sama lain, menyakiti sesama, dan banyak hal yang mengerikan terjadi. Bener kata guru agama-ku waktu SD, "Yang nyolong ayam tetangga siapa kalo bukan orang Islam ?".
Tapi masalah agama engga usah aku ikut-ikutan angkat bicara, aku cuma ngikutin apa yang aku anggap bener dan ada di Al-Qur'an, engga penting buat nyari tau siapa yang bener, engga usah memaksakan kehendak kalo kita adalah yang paling bener sedangkan dimata Allah salah gede, mendingan jadi orang yang dianggap hina sehina-hinanya tapi sama Allah diangkat tinggi setinggi-tingginya. Amin...
Aku engga pernah ngehargain sedikitpun tentang kata INDONESIA, aku bahkan ogah disuruh nyanyi lagu kebangsaan Indonesia, aku engga mau hormat tegak ke Bendera dan sebagainya.
Tapi di hari itu, 16 Agustus 2006 jam 5 sore, pertama kalinya dalam hidupku aku ngerasa punya kebanggaan sendiri sama Indonesia, aku engga peduli aparatnya yang korup dsb, yang aku peduliin adalah INDONESIA-nya. Aku bangga jadi warga negara Indonesia, aku bangga lahir di Indonesia, aku bangga punya darah dari calon pemimpin masa depan, aku bangga menyandang nama Indonesia di dadaku, aku bangga, aku bangga, aku bangga sama Indonesia...
Pas malemnya, sekitar jam 9-an, hal yang membanggakan baru aku temuin lagi, dari luar, kakak seniorku ngebawa sebuah peti dengan langkah tegap maju. Aku bertanya-tanya apa kiranya yang dia bawa sampe dia jalan kayak gitu. Waktu peti itu ditaro di depan meja yang ada dihadapan kami semua, aku ngeliat lambang Garuda dihadapannya.
"Ini adalah Bendera Merah Putih yang cuma dikeluarin satu tahun sekali dari peti ini."
Temen-temenku yang udah pernah ngibarin sampe 4x langsung bercucuran air mata, mereka bilang ada rasa rindu yang dalem banget sama Bendera itu, dan itulah alasan mereka tetep ada untuk anggota pengibar Bendera, mereka sayang sama Bendera Merah Putih.
Sekarang giliranku untuk megang dan ngeliat bendera. Aku hormat dulu, udah gitu aku ngebuka peti yang ada didepanku, Bendera Merah Putih terlipat rapi didalamnya.
"Ini lipatan terakhir waktu udah penurunan bendera tahun lalu."
Aku memperhatikan dengan seksama seluruh bagian bendera, lipatannya, jahitannya, warnanya, bentuknya, rasanya, semua bagiannya. Dan aku ngerasa seneng banget bisa megang bendera duplikat kedua. Aku bangga bisa ngerasain rasanya megang bendera, aku ngerasa beruntung soalnya temen-temenku yang dulu suka ngelarang aku jadi perangkat upacara engga bisa lebih hebat dari pada aku, mereka bahkan engga pernah megang bendera asli duplikat kedua. Mereka cuma megang bendera yang dijual dipasaran dipinggir jalan. Sebenernya yang ngebedain antara bendera duplikat sama bendera pasaran itu terletak pada dimana kita megangnya. Tentu aja aku ngerasa bangga soalnya bendera itu adalah bendera duplikat yang dijaga dan ditaro didalem peti dengan lambang garuda, beda lagi sama waktu aku mau ngelipet bendera biasa. Rasa bangganya emang ada, tapi engga se-menggigit waktu aku megang bendera duplikat. Aku bangga sama diriku sendiri, aku berterimakasih sama PASKIBRA, soalnya PASKIBRA adalah satu-satunya organisasi yang ngebangun aku jadi manusia beneran, paskibra adalah satu-satunya organisasi yang nerima aku apa adanya, aku pikir paskibra pasti sama kayak pramuka yang pernah ngebuang aku gitu aja, ternyata beda, paskibra nerima aku yang dulunya pemalu dan pantang banget maju ke depan, di paskibra aku jadi pe-de banget, aku engga malu atau grogi kalo disuruh maju kedepan, aku bahkan selalu pengen jadi pemimpin yang ada diantara temen-temenku. Aku seneng di paskibra, paskibra adalah rumahku, makanya aku bilang kalo paskibra adalah organisasi terbaik sepanjang pencarian hidupku, aku bahkan rela ngajarin rasa cinta sama Bangsa Indonesia dan ngajarin cara pengibaran Bendera tanpa dibayar, soalnya uang berjuta-jutapun engga akan sanggup ngebayar rasa cinta, rasa cinta itu timbul waktu kita deket apa yang mendekatkan kita kepada kecintaan itu.
Waktu aku ikutan pramuka, aku engga pernah berhasil jadi manusia sungguhan, kalo aku ngeliat pramuka, aku selalu empet banget ! Rasanya kalo ngeliat pramuka itu engga suka banget, saking engga sukanya, waktu itu aku pernah adu mulut sama anak pramuka, mereka nantangin aku sebagai anak PMR dan anak paskibra yang kalo kata mereka aku dibuang karena aku engga ada apa-apanya. Aku buktiin sama mereka semua, aku bisa pengobatan, aku bisa bikin blankar, aku bisa baris berbaris bahkan jutaan kali lebih baik dari mereka, aku bisa masak, aku tau obat-obatan, aku tau tanaman obat, aku tau gimana cara bersikap dan memimpin orang lebih baik dan dengan pikiran jernih, aku bahkan lebih berprestasi dari pada temen-temen pramuka-ku. Aku engga maksud ngejelek-jelekin sebuah organisasi, aku juga engga bilang kalo pramuka jelek banget, pramuka engga jelek-jelek amet, aku justru berterimakasih sama pramuka, gara-gara pramuka, aku jadi bisa belajar tentang engga ngebeda-bedain temen, engga cuma dari agama, warna kulit atau kekayaan.
Di paskibra, aku selalu dibilang paling putih, mereka selalu nanya kenapa aku selalu putih dan engga pernah item, padahal mereka salah. Apa yang mereka liat sampe mereka bilang aku putih ? Aku biasa aja. Sampe waktu aku foto bareng mereka, aku menyadari satu hal, aku punya gigi yang engga putih, tapi putih gading, itu yang bikin aku keliatan putih, jadinya gigi sama kulit engga terlalu kontras. Hehehe...
Paskibra, thank you soalnya udah ngajarin aku betapa aku cinta sama Indonesia, betapa aku mencintai tanah airku ini sampe aku rela mati untukmu. Paskibra, aku rela mengabdikan diri untuk ngebales semua pelajaran tentang kepemimpinan yang pernah kamu ajarin.
Gara-gara ikut paskibra, aku jadi tau kalo aku punya kepribadian pemimpin yang ideal banget, Korelis Melankolis. I LOVE PASKIBRA, I LOVE INDONESIA.

Tragedi dan Bencana di Negeri Ini

Assalammu’alaikum Wr. Wbr.
Terlebih dahulu, marilah kita memuji Allah SWT, Dzat yang telah menciptakan kita dan alam semesta beserta isinya, Tuhan yang menganugrahi kita bermacam kenikmatan, Tuhan yang selalu menyayangi kita meskipun kita sering mengingkari-Nya. Shalawat dan salam kepada panutan kita, Nabi Muhammad SAW, utusan Allah yang terakhir, pembawa cahaya kebenaran, petunjuk jalan kebahagiaan dan teladan bagi orang-orang yang merindukan Tuhan.
Hadirin yang saya cintai.
Pada hari Minggu, 26 Desember 2004, langit diatas kota Banda Aceh terlihat cerah, matahari bersinar dengan terang. Segala sesuatu tampak baik-baik saja dan orang-orang melakukan aktivitas mereka sehari-hari seperti biasa. Tak ada seorangpun yang memperkirakan sesuatu yang mengerikan segera menimpa mereka.
Ketika orang-orang sedang asyik menikmati suasana yang tenang itu, tiba-iba bumi diguncangkan oleh gempa yang berkekuatan 8,9 skala Richter, orang-orang panik karena gedung-gedung yang kokoh sekalipun roboh dalam waktu yang singkat. Yang lebih mengejutkan adalah karena kemudian tragedi yang amat dahsyat terjadi ketika ombak raksasa dan gelombang Tsunami dengan kecepatan secepat angin segera menyapu mereka.
Kita tidak bisa membayangkan betapa besar dan mengerikan kerusakan yang diakibatkannya. Gedung-gedung runtuh, kotapun porak-poranda, bergelimang darah dan dipenhi oleh bangkai manusia dan binatang. Jeritan, tangis dan lolongan menghiba meminta pertolongan terdengar dimana-mana.
Apa yang kita rasakan ketika melihat kejadian itu melalui televisi atau membacanya dari koran ? Saya yakin, bahwa setiap orang tentu merasakan kesedihan yang mendalam. Tragedi tersebut dianggap sebagai bencana Nasional dan seluruh bangsa Indonesia menangis karenanya.
Terdapat banyak sekali kisah sedih dari tragedi itu. Satu hal yang pasti bahwa rakyat Aceh merasakan penderitaan dan kesedihan yang luar biasa.
Sekarang, kita berada di tempat ini, dalam keadaan aman, sehat walafiat. Kita mesti berhati-hati dan selalu waspada sebab bencana bisa saja menimpa kita kapanpun. Satu hal yang harus diingat bahwa kita harus selalu memohon perlindung Allah agar menjaga dan menyelamatkan kita dari setiap tragedi atau bencana. Kita harus meningkatkan kualitas iman, ihsan dan amal kita supaya selamat di dunia dan akhirat.
Demikianlah apa yang dapat saya sampaikan dalam kesempatan kali ini, Mohon maaf apabila ada kata yang salah. Terima kasih atas perhatiannya.
Wassalammu’alaikum Wr. Wbr.

Coal Energy

Coal energy already found as new alternative energy. The existement in this world are still much. Some people think that coal only used for big industry.
The government promoted coal as new alternative energy, not only used for big industry, but also for the lighted. Because the volume of water in the river slowly decreased, and the volume of sea-water are increased and started to make much island lost. To solve that promblems, the government promoted Coal because it price so cheap and easy to get.
Some people said that using coal is not eficient and the cause of burning coal for cooking can make Acid-Rain which make pollutant in the water, forest and land.
Some bussiness man believe that coal is a new way for people to survive and to complete the needs of human life because the gas, the oil and now the woods started to increased it price. While coal still much in the world, they believe to decrease using gas, solar and wood to save it for future.
Poor people who stay in village against the government and won’t to using coal because the fog can make they hard to breathe and they still using the oil.
On the other hand, the chief said with using coal for cooking is make the food have special taste and it make the foods smells good. And the chief said that the fog from burning coal is really nice and smells good. Coal also efective to make the foods are cooked well.
In summary, coal also good for new energy to complete the humans need. Although much people won’t to use it, at last if we don’t have any energy anymore, will us stay won’t using coal ? However, coal is our new hope to live and complete our needs.

Drama Bahasa Inggris

Diajukan untuk memenuhi tugas akhir bahasa Inggris



Created by : XII SAINS 5
Second Group
Members :
1. Kumala Ayu
2. Lilis Anggraeni
3. Lirin Arindhi
4. Lukita Octavia
5. Nine Annisa
6. Novi Murtika
7. Nurul Widowati
8. Rian Zaenul A.
9. Ridho R.
10. Selvia Aprilia S.
11. Siti Nurjanah
12. Siti Saripah
13. Sona Adi P.
14. Tarlan Eryawan
15. Taufan Shiddiq
16. Tiar Sofian
17. Tubagus As’sad
18. Vina Hanafiani
19. Windy Mutia R.
20. Withri Herlywiyanti
21. Zahra Ubaidillah


S E N I O R H I G H S C H O O L A L – M A ’ S O E M
P E R I O D 2 0 0 7 – 2 0 0 8

Like usual, activity in brewok high school is very strange. All the students in the school look happy. But not in class XII Sains 5.

Topan : Hey man, I hope Mrs. Selvia is not well today.
Tarlan : Owh, how come
Topan : If Mrs. Selvia is not well today, I think I can prepare for my own skill to Play billiards.
Tarlan : Hehehe. You are weird. But I agree with you.
Withry : Huh, two lazy boys are talking about nothing.
Ipah : Hey, I hope as them. If Mrs. Selvia is not well today, I can go to barber shop. I must cut my hair to make my self more beautiful.
Windi : Ugh. One weird again. I hate them.
Tbgus : Me too. They are so……

Suddenly, Mrs. Selvia comes to the class. And all students are shocked.

Selvia : Good morning student. How are you today?
Topan : Ugh I feel so bad. I think I have no word for that.
Lukita : Fine mom. If you don’t mind, would you like to give us an exam?
Ridho : Hey what are you talking about. Are you realized what you said?
Vina : Let do our best.
Selvia : Ok. Let’s get it started. I’ll give you an oral exam. Who knows who the first lady of this class is?
Tarlan : Wow, is she drunk? I think she looks disorder.
Ipah : I do. It is me. Hehehe. Look, I beautiful. So, I’m the first lady in this class.
Vina : No, no. It’s me.
Windi : No. It’s me.
Tarlan : No. It’s me.
Tbgus : hey monkey, are you crazy?
Withry : Ugh. This exam is useless.
Selvia : Enough. All of you are wrong. And you monkey, you are a man. The answer is me. I’m the first lady in this class.
Students: Whuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu. It’s not funny mom.
Selvia : Ok! Exam is cancel. That’s for today. I can’t here for long. See you.
Topan : Are she healthy? She just leave this class with no farewell.
Withry: Hey friends, would you like to come to my party to night? I make a party in my home.
Vina : Withry. Are you sick? I guess you a boring girl.
Withry: Not for now. Do you want to join in my party?
Vina : Of course I do.
Lukita : Excuse me Withry, may I invite my boyfriend?
Withry: I don’t care. If you want to invite your boy friend or monkey friend or else, all of you are invited.
Students : Yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!!
Withry: I need some people to prepare my party. Is there………
Tbgus : No problemo. I’ll help you. What about you Tarlan?
Tarlan.: Of course I do.
Withry: Thank you.

And after return home, Tubagus, Tarlan, Lirin, Kumala, Nine, Zahra, Lilis, Wiwid, Tiar, and Siti help Withry to prepare the party at Withry’s home.

Withry: Tubagus, set balloons there.
Tbgus : Yes mom.
Lirin : Withry, where I must put the glass? And I need water. I’m so thirsty.
Siti : Ok, ok. Here. I need help for cooking? Is anyone want help me?
Kumala : Yeah. I’ll help you. Come on Lilis, let’s make a nice food.
Lilis : Yeah, but give me a second to finish this.
Withry: By the way, where is Tiar?
Tiar : I’m here, I’m here.
Tarlan : Hey, help me. I can’t lift the table alone.
Wiwid : Ok Tarlan.
Tarlan : Wow, you’re big. Hehehe.
Wiwid : Yes. I’m big. But I cute.
Tiar : You are not cute. You’re huge. Hehehe.
Wiwid : Shut your mouth thin. Just do your job.
Nine : Calm down Wiwid. It’s only for joking.
Withry: Are you finished guys?
Zahra : Yes Withry. We just wait for people come now.
Withry: Ok. Thank you. Let’s break for a while.


One hour later.

Lukita : Hey guys. I come.
Withry: Welcome to my party. By the way, is he your boyfriend?
Lukita : Yeah.
Sona : Hello Withry, my name is Sona. Nice to meet you.
Withry: Nice to meet you too.
Tarlan : Heeey Sona.
Sona : Tarlan?? But why you body full of body hair?
Tarlan : You are not change like ago. But you are full of body hair too Sona.
Windi : Withry,
Withry: Windi (make a hug).
Selvia : Hi Withry (make a hug).
Novie : Wow. It’s a big party. I can’t wait for long. Come on, let’s get it started.
Topan : I come. Hey, where’s the music?
Tarlan : Let’s dance together.
Tiar : Come on people. Rock on!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And the party begins.
(Music plays. And people dance together follow the rhythm of music)

Tarlan : Hey Topan, I think I’m getting old.
Topan : Hah, why do you say that monkey?
Tarlan : I don’t dance more gracefully as I used to.
Zahra : That’s not true! You dance more gracefully than anybody I know.
Tarlan : You’re just saying that.
Zahra : No! I really mean it.
Lirin : Dance, dance, dance. Come on people.
Ridho : Hey guys. Here I come. Sorry I’m late.
Wiwid : No problem Ridho.
Ridho : Ugh. I really scared with her.
Withry: Ok!! We’re break for a while.
Novie : Hey Lilis, did Withry speak loudly just now?
Lilis : No, she didn’t. she should have spoken louder.
Novie : Huh, I don’t care, let’s dance!!
Zahra : Withry I can’t hear you.
Kumala: She said” we’re break for a while now”.

…………………………………………………………………………………………

Nine : Where’s the food? I’m hungry.
Lirin : Yeah. Hah. Where’s my drink?
Novie : Look. Tarlan steal your drink.
Tarlan : Sorry. I’m so thirsty.
Lirin : It’s ok, but as the replacement, you must kiss me.
Tarlan : Nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

After that, the party begins disorder.

Withry: Oh no, my floor.
Tbgus : Why you look so sad withry?
Withry: I’ve been worried about my floor recently.
Tbgus : Really? Why? What’s the matter with your floor?
Withry: Look. It’s dirty and isn’t shiny enough. And I don’t know how to make it shinier. Do you have any ideas?
Tbgus : Yes I do. Have you ever tried Presto Floor Wax?
Withry: No, I haven’t. Does it make floor shinier?
Rian : Yes it does.
Withry: Hey Rian. Where are you come from?
Tbgus : He just from Jakarta. He’s a salesman.
Rian : Withry, I remember when I was worried about my floor. It wasn’t shiny as I wanted it to be. Do you remember it Tubagus?
Tbgus : Yes I do.
Rian : But Tubagus told me about Presto Floor Wax. And I started using it. And know my family tells me I have the shiniest floor in town
Withry: Wow cool. Thank’s for your advice. I’ll go to a store and get some right way.
Tbgus : No you don’t. Look I have Presto Floor Wax. You can buy this from me.
Lilis : Tubagus I want it too to clean up my floor.
Tbgus : I guarantee all of you. You all won’t regret it.
Lilis : How cost?
Tbgus : Just $1.00
Lilis : Ok I buy 5.
Tbgus : I rich, I rich (kiss the money).
Nine : Ugh I’m tired. I’ve no stamina to dance again. I want to go home.
Kumala : Me too. Lukita, can you tell me how long we’ve been here?
Lukita : I’m sorry. I don’t know. Honey, how long we’ve been here?
Sona : I don’t my Lulu. But I still want to dance with Tarlan.
Tarlan : Sona, try my move.
Kumala : Tubagus, can you t….
Tbgus : I rich. I rich. I rich.
Zahra : Kumala, you should ask Tiar. He can tell you how long you’ve been here.
Tiar : Hey Ridho, we’ve been here while 2 hours. Do you want to go home?
Ridho : No. Tarlan let’s dance.
Topan : Sorry Withry. But we’re too long in here. I’m scared we’ve disturbed your family.
Withry: Ok. Hey guys, that’s for today. I think that’s enough. Thank’s for coming. Is there anyone can tell me how this party?
Wiwid : This party is cool. I can eat as much as I want. I’m really satisfied.
Withry: Thank’s Wiwid.
Windi : Withry, I feel so happy. Do you feel the same Selvia?
Selvia : Yes I do. We love you Withry.
Withry: Thank’s my friends. Tarlan, why you still dance?
Tarlan : Yeeaah. I love you.
Withry: Ugh, I want to collapse. Don’t say it again Tarlan. I hate you.
Tarlan : Hehehe.
Lukita : Guys, I’ll treat all of you to go to cinema tomorrow.
People : Yeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.
Sona : I love you honey. You’re so kind.
Tarlan : Please help me. I can’t stop my body.
Ridho : You’ve no body, but body hair (people laugh together).
Vina : Yeah. That’s you Tarlan. You’re like wild monkey if you dance.
Let’s go home guys. Thank’s for the party my friend. And Lukita, we wait for you tomorrow.
People : Byeee Withry.
Withry: Bye.

Next day in Brewok high school…
Lukita : (In front if the class)
Guys, I owe you an apology…
Sona : What for ?
Lukita : You must be very angry with me today…
Ryan : I don’t understand, why should we be very angry with you ?
Lukita : Don’t you remember ? We was planning to see movie today, but my parents just told me that my grandpa is gone…
Sitong : We don’t believe you !
Siti : Yeah ! We don’t believe you, what’s your approval ?
Lukita : You can call my parents now if you don’t believe me…
Ridho : What ever you say ! You just tricking on us !
Nine : Yeah ! You’re just a liar !
Lilis : You know, I’ve canceled my english exam in my schedulle. And that’s so important for me and it’s all because of you !
Sona : Please guys, calm down ! We must care about her problem ! We can’t be egoism, we have to patiently on her…
Vina : Yeah ! I agree with Sona, poor Lukita. We have to forgive her…
Novi : Is there so easy for us to forgive her ?
Tiar : Novi, She is your schoolmate, and she is our best friend, no reason for us not forgive her.
Windy : Yes, evenless his grandpa’s death is not delibate by her own wants.

(Mrs. Selvia come in)

Selvi : Hai guys ! How’s going today ?
Sona : So… so…
Selvia : Come on ! What’s up guys ?
Taufan : Nothing important mom…
Selvi : Come on, tell me ! I know you all hide something from me….
Lirin : Here mom, we’ve already miss understanding with Lukita and we want to say apology to her…
Selvi : That’s a good idea ! Let’s us forgive and forgiven…
All : We are owe you an apology
Lukita : Don’t worry, I know what you feel…

(Forgive and forgiven)

Sona : OK ! As the changes, would you all like to go on picnic with me tomorrow ?
Sitong : I don’t think so, to be honest, I really don’t feel like going on a picnic tomorrow.
Siti : Disagreed ! We need some refreshing !
Ridho : Yeah ! Refreshing ! We go to picnic !
Ryan : Don’t easy to believe him ! He’s Lukita boy friend, maybe he will lie to us.
Sona : That’s too bad, I’m really dissapointed…
Vina : Hey ! How about next week ? So we can prepare it well…
Lilis : I think that’s a good idea !

The end of this story in brewok high school, XII Sains 5 go to picnic and they are look so happy…

Polemik Pendidikan

Aku ngeliat temen aku yang begitu sedihnya engga keterima di SMA yang dia pengen, dia sampe takut pulang soalnya pas pulang katanya bakalan di makiin sama ortunya. Padahal anaknya engga bodo-bodo amet, pinter kok, cuma nilai NEM-nya aja yang kecil, atau SMA yang katanya di favorotin ini malahan TERLALU SOMBONG sampe engga mau nerima anak dengan nilai rendah, padahal kalo dilirik-lirik sejarah SMA yang dipengenin anak ini, siswa SMA itu pernah mabok-mabokan, masuk penjara, pacaran di pinggir jalan, pake celana ngepret, baju ketat, cewek-ceweknya pake kerudung yang engga niat, belum lagi rambutnya di warna, mereka tuh kayak bukan orang Islam aja. Kalo dimarahin apa ditegur, dengan gaya sok-ustadzah mereka ceramah kalo rambut diwarna itu boleh, ummatnya Nabi Muhammad SAW juga pernah waktu perang, ya iyalah Bu... kan kata-katanya juga waktu perang, emangnya kamu sekarang ada dijaman apaan ???Masih jaman perang pake senjata ???
Kalo ngedenger kata-kata itu, saya jadi meringis sendiri, ternyata cewek-cewek yang berkerudung kayak gitu itu pinter banget ilmu agamanya, sayangnya Akhlaknya engga. Sayang banget lho, masa udah ngebela-belain beli seragam dengan harga yang lebih mahal dari seragam tangan pendek malahan di kecilin ? Sekalian aja beli serangam tangan pendek, biar kerasa kecilnya. Belum lagi rok SMA atau SMP yang saya suka liat itu di baping [bawah pinggang], terus panjangnya cuma selutut lebih 2 senti. Roknya itu kayaknya kurang bahan deh. Saya kalo lagi duduk atau ada dikerumunan cewek-cewek kayak gitu suka ngerasa bangga sendiri, saya ternyata engga sok kayak dan sok miskin, saya punya rok yang panjang, engga baping, engga perlu melorot dan kekecilan, beruntung banget. Guru saya suka bilang kalo seragam yang dipake sama anak SMP n SMA sekarang itu seragamnya orang-orang dulu yang saking miskinnya engga bisa beli seragam baru, yang dari kelas 1 sampe kelas 3 SMA pake yang sama.
Padahal kita hidup alhamdulillah dijaman dimana orang kalangan menengahnya banyak, walaupun kalangan bawahnya banyak... harusnya kita berbangga dengan baju yang seharusnya kita bener-bener pake, pernah sekali saya nyobaik rok adik saya yang pendeknya sama kayak anak jaman sekarang, saya engga berhenti pengen ketawa, saya bener-bener keliatan kayak orang asing, lebih tepatnya orang gila kesasar !Hehehe...
Sayang banget demam rok seragam kayak gitu lagi menjamur dimana-mana, sekeras apapun saya bersuara bilang itu engga pantes, yang namanya anak muda, kayak lagunya Project pop...
kacamata hitam dikepala jadi bando, walau berubah fungsi mereka masa bodo, handphone bokap dibawa biar tambah wibawa bila mereka tua ingat ini kan tertawa
Namanya juga anak SMA, pikiran mereka terpaku cuma di kata-kata 'Masa SMA engga dateng dua kali', apa mungkin mereka-mereka yang pernah ngeluarin kata-kata ini itu engga akan kuliah ? Kuliah itu lebih asyik, kerja lebih asyik, dan berwirausaha lebih asyik lagi...
Oh ya, balik lagi ke temen saya yang engga keterima di SMA, dia sedih, dia ketawa tapi saya yakin dia nangis dalam hati, sama kayak saya waktu engga keterima di SMA yang saya pengen, tapi kemudian saya bersyukur, soalnya ternyata SMA yang pengen saya masukin itu engga sebagus keliatannya, sekolahnya di pinggir sungai yang penuh sampah, hiyyy jijik ! Kan sumber penyakit tuh... udah gitu anak-anaknya ikutan genk motor, genk mobil, genk namkoba [nampak kolor bangga], genk yang suka gencet adik kelas, tawuran sama anak SMA laen... Untung banget deh saya engga masuk...
Temen saya ini saya kasih nasihat dan semangat biar dia engga sedih, tapi walaupun saya ngomong sampe kiamat entar, kalo dianya engga nyadar sendiri, percuma engga ada efeknya. Jadi saya biarin aja dia ngerenungin hal-hal positif yang dia dapet, walaupun pedih kayaknya kalo sampe engga keterima di SMA yang dia pengen, tapi apapun yang terjadi pasti ada hikmah dibalik suatu kejadian.
Saya bener-bener kecewa kalo sampe kelulusan itu cuma diliat dari nilai yang diambil dari ujian 3 hari. 3 taun belajar dan sekarang ditentuin sama 3 hari ??? Kenapa engga sekalian aja ikutan ujian persamaan !! Biar SMP n SMA sepi, tingkat pengangguran bertambah, kriminalitas meningkat, korupsi merajalela... Engga denk. Kalo menurut saya, guru-guru itu engga cuma harus mikirin buat 'ngeganti jawaban' sebuah UJIAN NASIONAL, tapi mempertimbangkan dari kelas 1 sampe kelas 3 apakah si anak itu layak buat lulus ??? Soalnya banyak banget anak-anak yang dapet nilai UN gede tapi pas saya tanya pribadi, dia katanya dapet nyontek. Terus yang pinter aja dikalahin nilainya gitu aja. Saya engga setuju banget, soalnya masa' yang emang dasarnya dia udah nguasain pelajaran dari kelas 1 sampe kelas 3, bimbel disana-sini, ikutan Try Out sampe otaknya tumpah malah engga lulus ? Terus perbandingannya adalah anak yang ikutan genk NAMKOBA, kerjaannya pacaran, maen melulu, belajar engga, ngerjain PR engga, dimarahin guru aja, sering dikeluarin kelas, dateng telat ke sekolah, mereka lulus dengan angka 9. Kemana larinya keadilan di dunia ini ???
Harusnya guru tetap, kepsek, BP, sama Menteri Pendidikan Indonesia itu bekerja sama dengan bagus, engga usah cuma mikirin gaji guru yang kecil, uang pensiun yang kecil, pengen tunjangan, pengen THR, pengen dapet keringanan, dan pengen dapet kesenangan dan fasilitas laen. Harusnya lirik ke sekitar, banyak guru honorer yang dateng tiap hari, majang senyum buat murid-murid, ngajar walaupun cape, udah gitu uang yang dia dapet engga sepadan. Sedangkan guru tetapnya dengan santai ber-make up di kantor guru sambil ngegosip tentang selebriti yang baru putus. Harusnya itu jadi cermin alami kehidupan kita. Sudah adakah rasa malu nampang di mukamu yang penuh make up itu, Ibu Bapak Guru-ku sayang ???
Sebenernya masalah yang dihadepin di dunia Pendidikan itu engga cuma dari penerimaan siswa baru, guru-guru, sekolahnya, lingkungannya, dan lainnya. Dunia pendidikan itu diliputi juga sama fasilitas, alat laboratorium dan oh ya, BOS [Biaya Operasional Sekolah] yang menurut saya cuma bener-bener efektif di sekolah luar negeri. Luar negeri maksudnya sekolah non-negeri. Mungkin engga semua, tapi pasti ada kan ??? Saya emang belum ngitung langsung ke lapangan untuk tau, tapi saya memperkirakan ajah...
Itulah sedikit dilema di dunia pendidikan kita, hahaha... lagak gue kayak yang ngerti...Saya emang cuma anak biasa, jarang liat berita tapi sering ngerasain berita disekitar saya. Andai aja semua orang berhenti mengeluh, maka Indonesia bukan hanya jadi negeri yang nantinya bebas korupsi, tapi aku yakin bisa jadi negara Adikuasa,,, Hehehe...
Tapi beneran lho, andai aja para PEJABAT dan ISTRI-ISTRI juga ANAK-ANAKnya bisa hidup sederhana, engga perlu mobil suzuki APV, engga perlu Jaguar, engga perlu baju gemerlapan, engga perlu ke salon, engga perlu meni pedi, nge-blow rambut, nge-rebonding rambut, ngeriting rambut, de el el. Pastinya engga ada yang namanya KORUPTOR. Guru saya pernah bilang, dari PEJABAT sampe PENJAHAT, dari KONGLOMERAT sampe KOLONGMELARAT, dan APARAT sampe KEPARAT, semuanya ada di Indonesia. Indonesia emang bermacam-macam, hidup BHINEKA TUNGGAL IKA.
Oh ya, buat temen aku yang engga keterima di SMA, tenang aja, selama masih ada pintu belakang, uang 5-10 juta buat masuk sekolah negeri yang kamu pengen pasti kamu bisa masuk. Iya engga, Bapak-Ibu PEJABAT, PENGUSAHA, PENGUASA yang ada di INDONESIA ???SMA NEGERI dengan jalur belakangnya.

Hobi...

Aku punya hobi nulis cerita, sambil duduk atau lagi ngelamun aku sering banget mikirin alur sebuah cerita, tapi sialnya aku selalu lupa apa yang tadi aku pikirin, jadinya pas didepan komputer aku cuma bisa maen game. Hahaha... aku emang payah ! Sebenernya ceritanya engga bagus, cuma aku seneng aja nulisin apa yang ada di otak aku. Soalnya waktu SMP, aku engga pernah bisa tidur sebelum jam 1, padahal engga ngapa-ngapain, biasanya sampe jam 1 itu aku diem aja dibawah selimut sambil ngeliat langit-langit, dinding, gambar, fotonya ehm... [dunkin] sampe ngebaca komik berulang-ulang. Engga bosen soalnya engga bisa tidur, nanti pas udah jam 1, baru kerasa ngantuk... baru aja tidur.
Nanti jam 3 atau jam 4 bangun lagi,,, udah gitu engga bisa tidur sampe jam 1 malem,,,
Hehehe...
Bagus yaaa...

Tapi sekarang magh engga lagi...
Aku ngeluarin apa aja ingetan aku yang jelek-jelek, ngebahagiain, engga ngenakin, menyedihkan, membanggakan...
Semuanya deh...
Aku tulis dalem cerita khayalan aku, aku ngebayangin aku itu orang yang serba tau, aku bikin watak tokoh buat cerita aku, cara ngomongnya semuanya !

Tapi ada jeleknya...
Sekarang aku engga bisa ngebedain apa yang bener-bener aku alamin sendiri sama apa yang aku bayangin buat cerita aku...

Dan sekarang akupun lagi bertanya-tanya, apa ini blog bikinan aku atau blog bikinan orang dalem ceritaku ?
Hahaha...
Bingung !

Tag apa-apalah...
Lagipula, aku udah lupa sama semua kejadian dulu-dulu waktu aku SMP, bahkan untuk inget namanya aja susah...

Ya mungkin permintaan aku dikabulin sama Allah SWT...
Dulu aku pengen kalo aku lupa semua tentang masa laluku, sekarang aku lupa, yang aku inget adalah yang selalu temen-temen aku omongin waktu reunian, aku bahkan engga inget itu pernah kejadian dan kejadian itu aku alamin. Bagusnya lagi, permintaan aku yang cuma pengen inget sama ehm... [dunkin] dikabulin, aku inget dunkin, tapi engga inget kenangan sama dia, aku cuma inget namanya aza...
Aku sekarang bingung, apa yang namanya dunkin itu ada apa engga ?

Inilah salah satu Hobi...
Minta melupakan masa lalu sama 4JJI SWT, akhirnya dikabulin...

Death Note 2 'The last name'

Cerita Death Note berawal ketika Light Yagami (Raito Yagami) menemukan sebuah buku yang ternyata milik Shinigami (Dewa Kematian) bernama Ryukk (Ryuku). Di dalam Death Note milik Ryuku, terdapat cara menggunakan Death Note yang ditulis olehnya sendiri. Death Note ini kemudian digunakan untuk mewujudkan idealismenya yaitu untuk menciptakan dunia baru yang bersih dari kejahatan, dengan dirinya sebagai Dewa.

Kemudian Death Note ini dia gunakan untuk membunuh para kriminal. Mendapatkan data para kriminal dari televisi maupun mencuri data kepolisian pusat (ayahnya, Shouichiro Yagami adalah seorang polisi). Ternyata tindakannya ini mengundang berbagai reaksi, baik dari masyarakat, para petinggi Jepang, bahkan dari para petinggi internasional. Kebanyakan masyarakat setuju dengan tindakan pembersihan dunia itu, namun para petinggi tidak menyetujuinya karena tindakan tersebut bertentangan dengan Hak Asasi Manusia.

Tidak hanya itu hambatan yang ditemui Raito (yang dijuluki Kira, sebutan untuk Killer dalam dialek Jepang) untuk mewujudkan dunia yang bersih, dia juga harus berhadapan dengan L yang selanjutnya dikenal dengan nama Ryuzaki (nama aslinya sampai akhir cerita tidak diketahui). L adalah seorang detektif profesional muda bertaraf internasional yang hanya bergerak di belakang layar. Setelah bertemu L, jalan cerita "Death Note" menjadi semakin menarik (ditambah dengan munculnya Kira II dan Kira III dalam versi manganya).

Death Note The Last Name menceritakan tentang Kira II yaitu seorang artis yang baru naik daun bernama Misa Amane, diceritakan juga asal usul mengapa Misa memiliki buku Death Note yang kedua. Misa memiliki buku death Note yang kedua karena dewa kematian yang selalu menjaga Misa (bernama Jealous) mati untuk menyelamatkan Misa yang akan dibunuh oleh seorang penjahat. Jelaous memperpanjang umur Misa, namun dengan begitu maka Jealous akan hancur menjadi pasir. Jealous kemudian meminta sahabatnya yang juga dewa kematian bernama Rem, Rem kemudian menjaga Misa dan mengajarkan bagaimana cara menggunakan Death Note. Misa yang telah kehilangan seluruh keluarganya karena dibunuh oleh seorang pencuri. Misa yang melihat wajah pembunuh itu kemudian melaporkan pembunuh itu, namun karena kesaksian Misa tidak cukup kuat, maka pencuri itu kemudian dibebaskan. Misa yang sedang sedih dan berlarut-larut dalam kesedihannya kemudian melihat berita bahwa pencuri itu telah mati karena serangan jantung. Misa Amane kemudian sangat menyembah Kira.

Light Yagami kemudian dicurigai oleh Ryuzaki sebagai Kira. Saat sedang diinterogasi dalam Markas Besar Ryuzaki, ternyata Kira II beraksi dengan 'mata'-nya, Kira II membunuh semua yang menentang Kira. Kira II memberikan sebuah rekaman suara yang menginginkan agar semua orang menyetujui kira yang dikirimkan ke Sakura TV. Kemudian datanglah Ayah Light (Shouichiro Yagami) untuk menolong putrinya. Di Stasiun TV sakura, Shouichiro kemudian memaksa Produser Sakura TV untuk menghentikan acara itu, karena ditodong pistol, produser itupun kemudian terpaksa menghentikan acara tersebut. Saat Shouichiro, Light dan adik Light bertemu di Sakura TV, Kira II dengan 'mata'-nya bertemu dengan Light dan mengetahui bahwa Light adalah Kira I.

Khawatir akan Kira I dan Kira II bertemu, Ryuzaki memerintahkan untuk membuat rekaman suara yang isinya adalah untuk agar Kira II menyerahkan diri sebelum bertemu dengan Kira I. Tanpa disangka-sangka, ternyata Kira II, Misa Amane telah jatuh cinta kepada Light (Kira I). Misa kemudian mendatangi rumah Light dan menyerahkan Death Notenya. Misa meminta agar Light menjadi kekasihnya.

Ryuzaki menemui Light di kampusnya sambil menanyakan kedatangan Misa kerumahnya kemarin malam. Ryuzaki yang memakai topeng kemudian bertemu dengan Misa Amane. Misa kemudian membaca nama asli Ryuzaki. Misa kemudian dirubungi oleh para Fansnya di kampus Light dan menyatakan bahwa Light adalah kekasih Misa. Dikerumunan itu, Ryuzaki mengambil Handphone Misa. Ketika Misa dan ryuzaki pergi, Light menelepon Misa yang kemudian diangkat oleh Ryuzaki. Dilain sisi, Misa sudah diamankan oleh polisi anak buah Ryuzaki.

Misa dipaksa untuk mengatakan apakah dia adalah kira dan siapakah kira I, namun karena cintanya kepada Light Yagami, dia tetap diam. Misa kemudian meminta Rem menghapus memori tentang death note dari pada dia harus mengatakan Light adalah Kira I. Rem kemudian mendatangi Light dan mengancam akan membunuh Light jika sesuatu terjadi kepada Misa. Light kemudian menyembunyikan Death Note yang dimilikinya dan menyuruh Rem untuk mencari pemilik Death Note baru, Rem yang ingin Misa selamat kemudian menyetujui Light dan pergi mencari orang untuk menjadi Kira III.

Rem kemudian menyerahkan Death Note-nya kepada seorang gadis di Sakura TV bernama Yamada. Yamada kemudian membunuhi para penjahat dan menyiarkan di TV untuk Mensuport Kira. Misa yang telah kehilangan ingatannya kemudian mulai berbicara tentang Light, namun hanya mengatakan tentang masa pacaran dan bertemunya di Sakura TV. Lightpun kemudian menghilangkan ingatannya, Light dan Misa kemudian dibebaskan. Light yang kehilangan ingatannya tentang Death Note kemudian membantu Ryuzaki untuk mencari Kira III. Dengan bantuan Light, kemudian Kira III ditemukan dan dijebak dengan ancaman bahwa video pengintai kamarnya akan diberitahukan kepada seluruh dunia. Takut akan ancaman tersebut, Yamada kemudian nekat untuk menuliskan nama orang yang akan menyiarkan videonya didalam Death Note. Yamada yang mengetahui bahwa dia tak bisa membunuh orang itu kemudian datang ke Sakura TV. Disana semua agen polisi, Ryuzaki dan Light memegang buku itu dan dapat melihat Rem. Light yang menyentuh Death Note itu kemudian mengingat masa lalunya bersama Death Note. Light yang sudah ingat kemudian menuliskan nama Yamada dibalik jam tangannya dimana dia menaruh secarik kertas dari death note. Kematian Yamada kemudian menjadi misteri.

Light yang sudah mengingat kembali masa lalunya bersama Death Note kemudian menyuruh Misa yang telah dibebaskan untuk mengambil Death Note-nya yang dia sembunyikan dahulu. Misa yang menemukan Death Note itu kemudian mengingat lagi masa lalunya dan dapat melihat Ryukk (Dewa Kematian Death Note). Misa kemudian mulai membunuhi orang-orang lagi. Ryuzaki kemudian mengundang Misa ke Markas Besar, saat itu, dia juga menyuruh Soichiro Yagami untuk menyerahkan Death Note yang ada di markas besar ke FBI. Light kemudian menyuruh Rem untuk mengisi nama pengawal yang mengantar Misa didalam Death Note, dengan begitu Rem akan mati. Rem kemudian hancur berubah menjadi pasir. Ryuzaki yang merencanakan jika dia mati, maka pengawal yang mengantar Misa akan meledak untuk menghancurkan Death Note mengalami kegagalan. Pengawal itu mati dan Ryuzakipun mati. Misa kemudian bertemu dengan Light di Lobi. Disana, Light menuliskan nama ayahnya untuk menyerahkan Death Note, ayahnya kemudian kembali ke markas, ternyata Death Note yang ada di tangan Misa adalah palsu. Light menyangka bahwa Misa mengkhianatinya.

Ryuzaki kemudian turun dari tangga sambil memperlihatkan death note-nya. Disana dia sendiri telah menuliskan namanya. Light yang terdesak kemudian berusaha untuk mengambil potongan kertas Death Note yang diselipkan di jam tangannya, saat hendak mengeluarkannya, kemudian jam itupun ditembak oleh salah seorang personil Ryuzaki. Saat Light mencoba untuk mengambilnya, polisi itupun kemudian menembak kaki Light. Light yang tersudut kemudian meminta Ryukk untuk menuliskan nama semua orang yang ada ditempat itu untuk dibunuh.

Tanpa disangka ternyata Ryukk justru menuliskan nama Light Yagami, Light kemudian mati karena serangan jantung. Death Note kemudian dihancurkan. Ryuzaki yang menunggu kematiannya kemudian mati dengan tenang.

Belajar dewasa...

Dulu waktu aku ngeliat anak yang jago ngerjain matematika, fisika, dan kimia, aku iri banget, pengen rasanya nandingin mereka biar banyak yang muji.
Jadi aku banyak ngerjain soal matematika, fisika, dan kimia, bahkan yang awalnya aku tuh hobi ngitung pake kalkulator, aku rubah, aku sering ngotret di kertas dan akhirnya nemuin cara ngitung dengan gampang [padahal dari dulu ada, cuma aku engga pernah mau denger].
Akhirnya aku diakui juga jadi orang yang pinter Fisika sama Kimia [kalo matematika masih mumet soalnya aku emang engga mau belajar matematika dengan serius]. Mereka akhirnya muji aku dan orang yang dulu aku liat jago matematika ternyata dia engga ada apa-apanya [sombong ceritanya]. Semua orang akhirnya bilang akulah yang jago Fisika sama Kimia, aku seneng, bangga, dan pertama kalinya dalam hidup aku ngerasa berguna banget jadi manusia.

Terus aku ngeliat orang yang pinter bahasa, bahasa inggris, prancis, jerman, arab, sunda, jepang, mandarin...
Aku jadi pengen bisa juga, aku ikutin, aku belajar lewat lagu, lewat film-film yang nayangin bahasa itu dan baca novel yang ada kata-kata itu dan belajar sendiri.
Setelah belajar mati-matian, aku bisa untuk seenggaknya ngomong dengan bahasa itu walaupun aneh strukturnya.
Semua orang bilang aku hebat, bisa belajar cepet, aku dipuji [seneng, bangga]. Dan setiap ada film yang bahasanya belum di-translate, aku bisa tolong translate-in.

Terus aku sadar, kalo sebenernya engga ada yang aku cari selama ini ada ditanganku, karena apa yang ada ditanganku sekarang adalah bukan keinginanku.
Aku dipuji, seneng, bangga, tapi bukan itu yang aku mau.
Aku baru sadar kalo aku itu cuma ikut-ikutan aja kayak anak kecil yang berusaha jadi orang dewasa.
Aku engga bener-bener belajar untuk diriku sendiri, aku bahkan engga punya tujuan hidup yang jelas, aku orangnya angin-anginan, kadang kalo mau aku bisa kalo engga mau, walaupun aku bisa aku engga mau.

Untungnya aku dikasih kelebihan otak dan bakat untuk belajar sendiri, jadinya engga terlalu malu-maluin dengan tujuan hidupku yang kosong.

Sekarang aku mau belajar dewasa, membuat perencanaan masa depan kayak Fahri [ayat-ayat cinta] untuk hari ini, besok, lusa, minggu depan, bulan ini, bulan depan, tahun ini, tahun depan, 5 tahun yang akan datang sampa 10 tahun yang akan datang.

Belajar dewasa, engga akan ngeliat masalah dari sisi 'aku yang tersiksa' aja, tapi ngeliat dari semua sisi biar aku lebih bijak. oke deh, kayaknya cukup sekian deh... seneng banget rasanya ngetik...
Aku emang hobi ngetik...
Soalnya diary-ku udah mau abis gara-gara diisi sama renungan kesalahan.

Belajar dewasa kalo aku engga perlu jadi orang lain untuk diterima semua orang, karena sebenernya mereka menerimaku apa adanya, tapi... go jaim !!!

Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows

Harry has finally come of age, and finally started on his final journey to defeat Voldemort for good. The Durselys are forced to go into hiding so that Voldemort’s Death Eaters will not torture them for information, and Harry sets off with Ron and Hermione on a difficult quest to find and destroy the last of Voldemort’s Horcruxes. Only once those have been destroyed, Harry knows, can Voldemort truly be killed.

It’s not easy. Harry is plagued with rumors of Dumbledore’s past, and begins to wonder if the Headmaster he so long revered might have had a much darker past than he ever let on. The three are frequently without food, and with winter coming their journey is no day at the beach. Because of their lack of plan, lack of food, and lack of progress, their spirits are often low, and Ron especially becomes argumentative. One night he and Harry get into an epic fight and Ron leaves to go back home.

Harry and Hermione are devastated that he’d abandoned them. They finally decide to revisit Godric’s Hollow in search of clues, and once again they’re almost caught by Voldemort. Every step they make, it seems, he is there anticipating them. They’ve almost died too many times to count, and their spirits sink even lower when Harry discovers his wand was broken in the battle.

Ron redeems himself a few weeks later by coming back and saving Harry’s life in the nick of time. They manage to destroy another Horcrux with Gryffindor’s sword, and they become excited again as they begin to learn about a mysterious trio of magical objects called the Deathly Hallows. Whomever possesses the three objects will be a master of death, and to Harry, it’s his one chance to beat Voldemort and live to tell the tale.

As his adventures and the danger he’s in increases, Harry begins to truly understand what Dumbledore intended him to do. He realizes, almost at the last minute, that his own life will have to be sacrificed in order for Voldemort to truly be vanquished. Filled with love for his friends, he willingly gives his life so that they may live.

His last act of heroism, however, saves his life. He meets Dumbledore again in death, and Dumbledore answers many of his questions. He is given a choice to stay or to go back, and he chooses to go back and fight.

It’s all over between Harry and Voldemort with just one spell. Harry is left alive, the true master of the Hallows, and Voldemort is killed for good. He now understands more than he ever has about love, and life, and sacrifice, and in spite of the loss of many of his friends during the last battle, is grateful for the second chance he’s been given at life, and love.

Chapter 1: The Dark Lord Ascending

As our story opens Severus Snape and fellow Death Eater Yaxley are on their way to a meeting at Lucuis Malfoy’s palatial mansion. When they get there they are seated at a long table with their fellow Death Eaters. Voldemort sits at the head, and anxiously awaits Snape’s report on when Harry Potter is to be moved from his safehouse. He is planning to attack Harry on his way to a secret location, where he will be constantly guarded by members of the Order of the Phoenix.

There is a woman dangling upside down over the table, but no one pays any attention to her. She is a professor of Muggle Studies at Hogwarts and is doomed to die by Voldemort’s hand. Draco Malfoy, however, can’t bring himself to look at her. When Voldemort finally does kill the poor woman, Draco falls out of his chair. It’s obvious that he, as well as his father, Lucius, and his mother, Narcissa, are not happy that Voldemort is back in power and staying at their home.

Chapter 2: In Memoriam

As Harry cleans out his school trunk completely for the first time since he started at Hogwarts, the process is like going back in time. He comes across items left abandoned in there from each year, and going through them all is like taking a walk down memory lane. He’s sorting items by the things he’ll need on his journey. Everything else, he’s sure, the Dursleys will burn in the middle of the night after he’s gone.

As he’s sorting through the newspapers, he comes across a memorial article for Albus Dumbledore that was published just recently. The story goes into great detail about Dumbledore’s life, and Harry is very surprised to realize he knew almost nothing about his past. The man was a mystery, and Harry wishes strongly he’d taken more time to get to know who he truly was.

Harry also comes across another article written by Rita Skeeter, who will soon be publishing a scandalous new book about Dumbledore’s life. It addresses questions like why Dumbledore’s sister died so young, and what really happened to his brother Aberforth. To Harry, the book seems filled with nothing but nasty rumors, but it does get him wondering again about Dumbledore’s life and what really happened while he was alive.

Chapter 3: The Dursleys Departing

For the past few weeks, the Dursleys have been preparing to go into hiding. His uncle has been changing his mind every day, alternating between going and refusing to go. Now, he has convinced himself that Harry is just after the house, and will do some 'hocus-pocus' to get the deeds in his name the moment they leave. Harry manages to convince him of the danger that they're in, and that Voldemort's supporters will torture them for information on Harry if they're caught.

When two members of the Order arrive to take the Dursleys into hiding, their goodbye is an awkward one. Harry is surprised when Dudley expresses concern that they are leaving Harry behind. He is further shocked when Dudley thanks him for saving his life the summer before last. It appears that the Dementor attack brought on a change in Dudley, and Harry realises the cup of tea was probably supposed to be a present. Dudley shakes Harry's hand, something that Uncle Vernon could not face, and follows his father outside. Aunt Petunia appears to momentarily stop before she leaves, as if to say something, but instead follows her husband and son.

Chapter 4: The Seven Potters

As Harry is left alone in the Dursleys' house he’s filled with something almost like sadness. He knows he will probably never set foot in here again, and as he waits for his guard he remembers all the times growing up in this house. He revisits his cupboard under the stairs and remembers what it was like waking up there every morning.

Suddenly, figures begin appearing in the Dursleys' yard, and Harry wrenches open the door to greet them. Hermione, Ron, Hagrid, Mad Eye Moody, Lupin, Bill, Mr. Weasley, Tonks, Fred, George, and a few others have all come to escort Harry to his safehouse.

Harry is surprised to learn that their original plan for getting him out had to be abandoned, and they’ve got a new one. There will be seven Harry Potters as decoys for the Death Eaters. Harry is absolutely opposed to his friends putting their lives on the line for him, but they all insist that they want to do this for him. It is the only way to get Harry out safely.

Once the decoys have all turned into Harry, the real Harry goes on the flying moterbike with Hagrid. They are up in the air scant minutes before they are attacked by Death Eaters. Harry and Hagrid barely miss being killed, but Hedwig doesn’t make it.

Suddenly, Voldemort is there in the sky with them and is trying to kill Harry. Harry barely has time to think the spells are coming so fast, and just as Voldemort shouts Avada Kedavra at Harry, Harry’s wand acts on its own accord and shoots a spell at Voldemort.

Chapter 5: Fallen Warrior

Harry can’t think straight. All he knows is that Hagrid is lying on the ground and won’t get up, and he has no idea where they are. He finds out he is at Tonks’s parents' house, and a few minutes later he finds out that Hagrid is all right. Harry tells Ted Tonks that somehow the Death Eaters knew he was being moved tonight, because they were waiting for all of them. Ted tells Harry that their house is completely protected, so at least the Death Eaters will not be able to attack them there. Harry is terrified for the rest of his friends and hopes that they made it through the attack.

They take a Portkey to the Burrow where they are met by Mrs. Weasley, who is anxiously awaiting their return. Harry is horrified to learn that he’s the first one back; no one else has managed to catch their Portkey yet.

Lupin and George make it back next. George has been injured and is rushed into the house. Hermione and Kingsley make it back next, and they all start wondering who in the Order could have betrayed them because that is the only way the Death Eaters would have known about the plan. Mr. Weasley and Fred are the next ones back, and then Ron and Tonks make it back. They all have horrifying tales of how they almost died in the attempt. Bill and Fleur finally make it back, but they bring with them the news that Mad-Eye Moody died.

Harry feels terrible. The guilt weighs on him like an anchor, and he’s terrified that he has now put all the Weasleys in danger by staying there as well. The house is completely protected, but he still worries that he shouldn’t be there.

Chapter 6: The Ghoul in Pajamas

As Harry, Ron, and Hermione start planning for their journey to find Voldemort’s Horcruxes, they have to be very tight-lipped about what they are doing. Mrs. Weasley knows they are planning something, and she does her best to keep them separated so they have no time to discuss what they are about to do. The entire household is planning for Bill and Fleur’s upcoming wedding, so they are kept really busy cleaning and decluttering the Burrow.

Finally they get an afternoon to talk together and Harry tries to talk the two of them out of coming with him. He is shocked, however, when they explain to him how far they have already gone preparing for their journey with Harry. Hermione has modified her parents' memory so they don’t even think they have a daughter (she doesn’t want them caught and tortured by Death Eaters) and she’s sent them to live in Australia. Ron has turned the family ghoul into himself, only it looks like a Ron who is extremely sick with spattergroit. That way Voldemort and the Death Eaters would not know if Ron was going with Harry since they would think Ron is sick.

Chapter 7: The Will of Albus Dumbledore

On Harry’s seventeenth birthday he’s touched and amused to be given a book from Ron, of all people, on how to charm witches, and a watch by Mr. and Mrs. Weasley.

After breakfast, Ginny pulls him into her room and gives him her present, which is the longest, most passionate kiss Harry has ever had. They are interrupted much too soon by Ron and Hermione, and Ron is mad because Harry was supposed to have stopped seeing Ginny at the end of the school year, for her protection.

During his birthday dinner Harry is shocked when Rufus Scrimgeour shows up and wants to talk with him, Ron, and Hermione. When he talks with them privately he tells them that Dumbledore left them some things in his will and he is here to deliver them.

Dumbledore leaves Harry Godric Gryffindor's legendary sword, which Scrimegour has left back in Hogwarts insisting that it wasn't Dumbledore's to give away in the first place. He also left Harry a Golden Snitch, which, when touched to his lips, reveals the line "I open at the close", of which Harry can’t make heads or tails of. Ron is left a Deluminator (which was shown in the beginning of the first HP movie), which steals light from any nearby source. Lastly, he leaves Hermione a book of children’s stories entitled "The Tales of Beedle the Bard." None of them can figure out why Dumbledore would have left them these things, but they certainly don’t tell the Minister that. Scrimgeour is already highly suspicious of the three of them and is convinced they are up to something.

Chapter 8: The Wedding

Bill and Fleur’s wedding turns out to be a glorious affair. Harry, disguised as a Weasley cousin named Barny, gets to meet all of Ron’s family and he gets to see many people he hasn’t seen in a while.

During the wedding Harry is talking to Krum, who is very angry at Luna Lovegood’s father, Xenophilius Lovegood, because he’s supposedly wearing a very Dark symbol on his dress robes. Krum tells Harry that the sign is that of Grindelwald, a Dark wizard that Dumbledore dueled with and defeated many years ago.

Later, Harry gets the chance to talk with the man who wrote Dumbledore’s obituary in the Daily Prophet. The man, Elphias Doge, was good friends with Dumbledore and Harry is excited to talk with him. Ron’s Auntie Muriel, however, is sitting with them and continues to spread the same rumors that Rita Skeeter is spreading, that Dumbledore was very cruel to his Squib sister and kept her locked in the house all the time. Harry is also shocked to find out that Dumbledore grew up in Godric’s Hollow, the same village as Harry’s parents. He is amazed that Dumbledore never thought to tell him this.

Before he can really register this fact, Kingsley Shacklebolt’s Patronus, a lynx, arrives at the wedding bearing a horrifying message "The Ministry has fallen. Scrimegour is dead. They are coming."

Chapter 9: A Place To Hide

Pandemonium breaks loose. Harry and Hermione sprint through the crowd, looking frantically for Ron. Masked figures are starting to appear out of nowhere, and then suddenly they find Ron. Without a word, Hermione grabs them and Apparates them both out of there.

Hermione has Apparated them into an area of London called Tottenham Court Road. Harry and Ron are shocked to learn that she is completely prepared for their escape. She’s magically packed every thing they would need in her bag. She used an Undetectable Extension Charm on her bag so everything can fit. They are both amazed at her ingenuity.

They dart into a cafe to figure out what they are going to do. They are not in there long before two workmen show up, and somehow Harry just knows they are Death Eaters. He doesn’t know how they found him, but they barely make it out of the diner after their minor duel. They decide to go to Grimmauld Place to hide until they can figure out what to do.

When they get to Grimmauld Place they are accosted by a few spells Mad-Eye Moody set up in case Snape came back. A few minutes later they receive a Patronus from Ron’s father, telling them "Family safe, do not reply, we are being watched". They are all ecstatic that no one is hurt. Harry can only feel happy for a moment, however, as the pain in his scar shoots into his head. Harry rushes to the bathroom and succumbs to the pain from the scar. He catches (the first of many)glimpses from Voldemort's point of view, of Voldemort torturing the Death Eater Rowle, of whom Harry, Ron and Hermione had just stunned in the cafe.

Chapter 10: Kreacher’s Tale

Hermione has fortunately packed them sleeping bags and when Harry wakes up the next morning he sees that Ron and Hermione fell asleep holding hands. The sight of them makes him feel a little bit lonely.

While they’re still sleeping, Harry creeps upstairs to Sirius’s room and goes inside. He’s amazed to find a letter to Sirius from his mother, Lily. It describes the baby Harry and his love for the broomstick Sirius gave him for his first birthday, also how Dumbledore still has James' Cloak, but part of the letter is missing and the text ends just as Lily's going to write something shocking about Dumbledore, and so Harry searches frantically around the room for the rest of the letter, but he couldn't find it anywhere.

On the way back downstairs Harry finds a sign on another door from Sirius’s brother, Regulus Black. His initials are R.A.B, the same ones that were on the fake locket Horcrux that Harry and Dumbledore retrieved last year. The three search the room for over an hour looking for the real locket but don’t find it. Hermione, however, remembers they threw away a locket last summer when they were cleaning out the house. Harry is horrified, because he now realizes that the locket is Voldemort’s true Horcrux.

Harry summons Kreacher to ask him if he stole the locket back and the elf tells him that he did. He tells Harry that Mundungus Fletcher stole it from him, and now Kreacher doesn’t know where it is.

Kreacher then tells Harry an amazing story of how he came to know where the original locket was, and how Regulus gave his own life to try and destroy the Horcrux with Kreacher’s help. Harry then asks Kreacher very nicely if he would go find Mundungus so they could continue Regulus’s work and ensure he didn’t die in vain.

Chapter 11: The Bribe

While they wait for Kreacher’s return, Death Eaters have started taking up watch outside Grimmauld Place. Lupin shows up to give them news of what happened after the wedding, and they’re all really glad to see someone from the Order. Lupin doesn’t bring much good news, however. The Death Eaters now have the full might of the Ministry behind them now that the Minister is dead, and rumors are being spread that Harry is wanted for questioning in Dumbledore’s death.

He also tells them that the Ministry, which is now really headed by Voldemort, is rounding up Muggle-borns and making them register. If they can’t prove they have at least one close wizard relative, they’re being punished for “stealing” magic.

Lupin also asks them if he can go with them on their mission. Harry wants to know why he’d volunteer to go away when he and Tonks just got married, and Lupin tells them that she’s also expecting a baby. When Harry finds this out, he’s outraged that Lupin would ditch his wife and kid to go off with them. They get into a huge argument about it, and Lupin tells them that he regrets marrying Tonks and regrets having a kid because now they’re all going to be outcasts because he’s a werewolf.

Lupin leaves suddenly when Harry calls him a coward, and then Harry feels really guilty for laying into him like that. Still, his reasons, if it makes Lupin go back to Tonks, will be worth it.

As if the night couldn’t get any more exciting, Kreacher returns with Mundungus. Harry is amused to find that now Kreacher is entirely on their side, and wastes no time trying to beat up Mundungus. Harry finds out from Mundungus that he sold the locket to none other than Dolores Umbridge.

Chapter 12: Magic is Might

As August passes slowly on, more and more Death Eaters are hanging out in the square outside Grimmauld Place. The change in Kreacher is nothing short of amazing. He now cooks every meal, Grimmauld Place is shining clean, and he treats Harry, Ron, and Hermione with utmost respect. Grimmauld Place has become like a cozy home to the three of them.

They have spent all their time trying to figure out how they are going to get the locket back from Umbridge. They have been staking out the Ministry under Harry’s Invisibility Cloak, and they finally have a plan for getting inside. They find out from one of their scouting missions that Snape has been promoted to Headmaster at Hogwarts.

That evening Harry has another vision from Voldemort, who is looking for a man named Gregorovitch, but he doesn’t know why. All he knows is that Voldemort wants him, and badly.

The day they break into the Ministry is a hectic one. They take Polyjuice Potion and disguise themselves as Ministry workers to get in. Their plan goes to pot, however, when they are forced to split up. Ron is asked by a Death Eater(since the Death Eaters already control the Ministry) to clean up an office since it is flooding in there. After that, Hermione and Harry enter the elevator to go to the next floors. In one floor, they see, to their shock, Dolores Umbridge.

Chapter 13: The Muggle-Born Registration Committee

They have a much harder time than they thought they would posing as Ministry workers. They’re asked questions they don’t know the answers to, asked to do things they don’t know how to do, and now that they’ve been forced to split up, have no idea how the others are doing in their quest to find Umbridge’s office.

Finally, Harry finds her office but is dismayed to find that the locket is not there. He manages to find Ron and they both head down to the dungeons, where they know Hermione was forced to go with Umbridge.

Harry is shocked to see that Umbridge is actually wearing the locket as she’s trying poor Muggle-borns in court. Finally, Harry can’t listen to her abuse any longer and he Stupefies Umbridge and her team. He rescues the poor Muggle-borns that almost surely would have been sent to Azkaban or even worse, gets the locket, and helps them all escape.

Chapter 14: The Thief

When Harry comes to he’s surprised to find them in a forest, and Ron is soaked with blood; he's been splinched so a big chunk of his shoulder was missing, and Hermione healed the wound with some dittany. Hermione explains that one of the Death Eaters, Yaxley, grabbed hold of her just as she was Apparating them back to Grimmauld Place. He was taken along and she unwittingly let him into Grimmauld Place, which means they couldn’t go there. In a split second she Apparated them out of the house and into the place where they had camped during the Quidditch World Cup(Harry's fourth year in Hogwarts).

They have to stay in the forest now, since they can’t ever go back to Grimmauld Place, so Harry gets out their tent while Hermione casts protective spells around where they are.

While they’re in the tent they get out the locket and examine it. It feels immensely strange to them to be holding a piece of Voldemort’s soul, and the locket pulses slightly, as if it contains his heartbeat as well. Harry puts the Horcrux around his own neck to keep it safe and Harry can feel the metal heart pulsing on his chest, and irregular beat with his own heart.

That night, Harry is starving and dispirited. He’s not as elated as he thought he’d be after stealing the Horcrux. He has no idea how to destroy this one, or where the other Horcruxes might be. Suddenly, his scar sears with pain and he gets another vision from Voldemort. Voldemort has found the foreign wand-maker, Gregorovitch, and is torturing him for information about a thief that stole something from Gregorovitch many years ago. Harry is very surprised to see this, because he was sure that Voldemort had gone to Ollivander to find out why using a different wand (to avoid the pretection of Harry with the twin cores) didn't work because Lucius' wand was obliterated by Harry's, when Harry's acted of it's own accord. And so Harry thought Voldemort wanted to go to Gregorovitch for advice because maybe he was the better wandmaker, however Voldemort hadn't mentioned anything about the wands to Gregorovitch, and so Harry was puzzled.

Chapter 15: The Goblin’s Revenge

Tempers are flaring high the next day, and Harry can’t manage to produce a Patronus, which has him highly unnerved until Hermione figures out what’s wrong. The locket, which they’ve started taking in turns wearing to keep safe, is making them all feel horrible. When Hermione makes Harry take off the Horcrux he feels so elated, like he can produce a thousand Patronuses, unlike when he was wearing it.

As time passes they get no closer to figuring out the Horcrux riddle. Food is often scarce, and Ron especially does not hold up well from being hungry all the time. He’s often argumentative with Harry and often presents problem after problem without even trying to think of a solution.

They search many of Voldemort’s old haunts looking for more Horcruxes, but they never find any clues. One night, in the middle of a fierce argument stemming from the lack of food between Ron and Hermione, Harry hears a disturbance outside the tent. They go out to investigate and discover some goblins, Ted Tonks, and Dean Thomas, their fellow Gryffindor. All, it seems, are on the run. They hear a good bit of news about what’s going on at Hogwarts and they find out from one of the goblins that the sword of Gryffindor that’s hanging in the Headmaster’s office is a fake, and because it was almost stolen, it's now hidden in the Lestrange's vault at Gringotts. Where the real one is, no one knows, and also the goblin says that the real sword is goblin-made. That night they pull out of the handbag, the portrait of Phineas Nigellus taken from Harry's room in Grimmauld Place. He tells him that goblin-made products absorb only what strengthens them, and also the last time the sword was removed from it's case was when Dumbledore had used it to smash a ring. So the sword absorbed the Basilisk venom and Dumbledore knew that so he used the sword to destroy the Horcrux. The Gryffindor sword is what they need to destroy the Horcruxes.

Later, however, Harry and Ron get into another huge row, because Ron thought that they were getting no-where and he thought that Harry actually knew what he was doing, and so Ron leaves the quest to go back home.

Chapter 16: Godric’s Hollow

The next morning Harry can’t believe that Ron has really left them for good. Hermione is devastated and she cried for weeks after begging Ron not to leave, and so Harry and Hermione pack up and leave their campsite with heavy hearts. Ron does not show up.

As the days pass, Harry becomes hopeless as the weight of what he still has left to do engulfs him. They still don’t know where the sword is, or where the other Horcruxes are. Harry and Hermione make no mention of Ron, and their nights are silent and grim.

One night, weeks later, as Christmas is approaching, they decide to check out Godric’s Hollow and see if they can find any information and clues there. Harry is anxious to visit his home and his parents' graves, and he’s hoping they’ll get to talk with Bathilda Bagshot, the magical historian who was a great friend of Dumbledore’s. Harry and Hermione talked themselves into beleiving Dumbledore wanted them to go to Godric's Hollow, so they went.

When they get to Godric’s Hollow a few days later, they discover it’s Christmas Eve. On his parents' graves are the words: the last enemy to be destroyed is death, and Hermione explains to Harry, means living after death. But realization hits Harry, that his parents weren't living, they're gone, they left Harry, and so he can’t hold back his tears, and Hermione holds his hand and magics some Christmas roses to put on their graves.

Chapter 17: Bathilda’s Secret

When Harry finds his old home, which is still standing, he’s surprised that the ruins are even still there. There is a plaque on the site telling about the death of Lily and James, and how he, Harry, survived the Killing Curse of Lord Voldemort.

They also are found by Bathilda Bagshot and they follow her into her home, which is very dirty and smelly. She is very old, and they figure there is no one to take care of her so that’s why she never cleans.

Bathilda takes Harry upstairs alone. He’s convinced that she has the sword to give him, but before he knows what’s happening Bathilda has turned into Voldemort’s snake, Nagini! The snake coils itself around Harry, to keep him there for Voldemort. Hermione comes just in time to save Harry. Harry knows Voldemort is coming and that the snake was in Bathilda the whole time, waiting for Harry to come, as Voldemort had known he would, to kill him. He narrowly escapes the snake, grabs Hermione, and they Apparate moments before Voldemort gets to them. Harry's scar explodes with pain over Voldemort’s rage, and Harry doesn’t know what’s happening, or where he is, but somehow he’s reliving the night of his parents' murders. He’s seeing that night as Voldemort saw it, through his eyes.

When he comes to, Hermione tells him the worst news of all. His wand got destroyed back at Godric’s Hollow.

Chapter 18: The Life and Lies of Albus Dumbledore

Harry is devastated by the loss of his wand, and has no idea how he’s supposed to defeat Voldemort now that his special wand is destroyed.

He finds out from Hermione, however, that the thief that Voldemort keeps seeing, the man who stole something from him so many years ago, is none other than a very young Gellert Grindelwald. He also finds out that Dumbledore was very good friends with the wizard, Grindewald. Grindewald, Harry knows, was the most famous Dark Wizard of all time until Voldemort emerged on the scene. Grindewald was all in favor of wizards dominating over Muggles, and Harry is shocked to find out that, at least when he was younger, Dumbledore agreed with him; Dumbledore had said everything they were doing was "for the greater good", and that later became Grindelwald's slogan. They did duel famously later in life, but Harry can’t stop thinking about how little he truly knew Albus Dumbledore. This new information leaves him feeling hollow and spent, and he wonders if Dumbledore ever truly cared about him at all.

Chapter 19: The Silver Doe

They’re in the thick of winter, and snow is falling hard and fast in the forests where Harry and Hermione are hiding. As Harry is on watch one night outside the tent, he sees a silver light in the forest. He looks closer and sees a silver white doe. It is beautiful, and strangely familiar to Harry although he can’t say why. The Patronus begins to pick her way back into the forest, and Harry starts to follow her. She leads him to a small frozen pond and disappears. When Harry looks into the pond, he sees Gryffindor’s sword deep in the water.

The only way to get it, Harry knows, is to go in physically and pull it out, after all, only a true Gryffindor could obtain and use the sword. The water is ice cold, and snow is falling. As his hands close around the hilt, the Horcrux tightens itself on Harry's neck, trying to choke him. Harry is sure he is going to drown, and is saved by Ron of all people. Ron has come back to the quest and he’s the one, Harry knows, who is to take possession of the sword and break open the locket. The locket puts up a fight, however, and when Harry opens it a voice begins speaking to Ron’s deepest fears.

Instead of stabbing it straight away, Ron listens, horrified, to his worst fears, that Hermione really loves Harry and not him, that Ron will always be overshadowed by everyone he knows, that his mother doesn’t really love him. Everything he always secretly thought is voiced aloud through the locket. Finally, Ron stabs the locket, in fury, with the real sword and it’s destroyed.

Hermione is alternately overjoyed and furious to see Ron again. She rages at Ron for abandoning them, and Ron finally tells the story of how he managed to find them again using Dumbledore’s Deluminator.

Chapter 20: Xenophilius Lovegood

Hermione does not forgive Ron overnight for leaving them, but Harry is thrilled to have him back. He’s also excited that they managed to destroy another Horcrux, and he’s feeling much better about their progress.

Ron also fills him in that there’s been a Taboo placed on Voldemort’s name. Whoever says his name instantly gets marked by Death Eaters, which is why they’ve been able to find Harry so easily in the past.

One night Hermione announces that she wants to go see Xeno Lovegood, Luna’s father and editor of The Quibbler. He was wearing Grindewald’s sign at Bill and Fleur’s wedding, and Hermione is becoming convinced that the symbol is important somehow. She wants to ask him about it.

When they get to the Lovegoods' house, they talk Mr. Lovegood into helping them out. He leaves for a moment to go fetch Luna, and comes back, offering them a drink. He tells them that the symbol he wore to the wedding is really the sign of the Deathly Hallows.

Chapter 21: The Tale of the Three Brothers

The Deathly Hallows is a children’s tale, but Harry has never heard it. Hermione takes out the book that Dumbledore left her in his will and reads the entire tale to them. The story is about three brothers who meet Death on their road late one night. They are each awarded a prize from Death since they escaped him earlier by not drowning in a dangerous river. The first brother asks for a wand that will always win duels and allow the owner to escape death. Without question, Death gives it to him. The second brother asks for something that will be able to recall others from death. Death picks up a stone and tells the second brother that it now has the power to bring back the dead. The third brother asks for something that will enable him to hide from death. Death gives the third brother his Invisibility Cloak.

Xeno tells the three of them that the three objects, the wand, the stone, and the cloak, make up the Deathly Hallows. Whomever possesses all three will be a master of death. Xeno also tells them that the Invisibility Cloak is not a common one, but one that will hide the wearer eternally and not fade with time like most other cloaks. The wand, called the Elder Wand, is also very special but no one knows where it could possibly be.

The three wander upstairs when Xeno leaves the room and they manage to find Luna’s room. Something is wrong, however. The room hasn’t been touched in months, and it doesn’t look like Luna is home at all. When they confront Xeno about it, he tells them that the Ministry has taken Luna and Xeno has already sent an owl to warn the Ministry that Harry is at his house. All he wants, he says, is to have his daughter back.

They barely escape the Death Eaters that show up, and Hermione saves them again by Apparating them out of there.

Chapter 22: The Deathly Hallows

They’re extremely worried that Luna has been taken by the Ministry, but don’t know what they can do to help her. Hermione insists that their visit to the Lovegoods' was a waste of time. She doesn’t believe the story of the three brothers at all, but Harry is drawn to the fairy tale. The idea that he could conquer death and not be killed by Voldemort pulls on his imagination and gives him hope. He also figures out, however, that this is what Voldemort is searching for. Voldemort wants the Elder Wand to fight Harry with.

The next week Harry becomes obsessed with the Deathly Hallows. He’s sure that the stone is somehow hidden in the Snitch that Dumbledore left him, but he still can’t figure out how to open it, and he still doesn’t know what the message “I open at the close” that’s written on it means. Ron and Hermione both feel that Harry needs to be concentrating on the Horcruxes and to forget about the Deathly Hallows.

One night Ron manages to tune their radio onto “Potterwatch”, a radio show operated by Fred and George and Lee and a few others about the anti-Voldemort movement. They’re thrilled to hear their voices again, and catch up on the news of what’s happening.

After the show, Harry makes the mistake of using Voldemort’s name, and suddenly they’re surrounded by a bunch of wizards.

Chapter 23: Malfoy Manor

Hermione quickly does a spell on Harry to make his face swell up so it looks like he’s been stung by bees. The Snatchers don’t recognize him at first, but they quickly realize that he is Harry Potter. They decide to take him to Voldemort personally, and they bring them all to Malfoy Mansion.

Once inside, Narcissa Malfoy makes Draco look closely at Harry to verify that it’s really him. Draco doesn’t want to look at Harry, and mumbles that it could be him, but he’s not sure.

Bellatrix Lestrange sends them all downstairs to the cellar prison while she keeps Hermione up with her. After the rest of them are locked up, they can hear Hermione being tortured for information. It is gut wrenching to hear her screams, and they can’t figure out a way to help her. They discover that they are in the dungeon with Luna and Ollivander, the wand-maker, as well as Dean Thomas and a goblin named Griphook.

In desperation Harry grabs his pouch and out falls a tiny shard of mirror, from which he thinks he can see Dumbledore’s eye looking at him. He screams for help and suddenly the eye is gone. Suddenly, Dobby is in the dungeon with them and Harry can’t believe it. Dobby takes all the prisoners to Bill and Fleur’s seaside cottage, and while he’s gone, Harry and Ron are left in the dungeon alone. Suddenly, Wormtail opens the door and they manage to escape. Wormtail is strangled to death by his own silver hand when he fails to kill Harry. They rescue Hermione and Dobby shows up just in time to take them to Bill and Fleur’s cottage.

When they get there they are all heartbroken to see that Dobby was stabbed by Bellatrix's knife just as he was helping them Apparate out. He dies in Harry’s arms.

Chapter 24: The Wandmaker

Harry is devastated by Dobby’s death, and when he buries him he does so by hand, without using magic. When they all come out to lay Dobby to rest, they thank him for saving their lives.

After the funeral, Harry questions Griphook the goblin about the sword, which he managed to escape with. Harry needs Griphook to help him break into Gringotts bank, because he now thinks that another Horcrux is hidden in Bellatrix Lestrange’s vault. Griphook tells them he’ll think about helping them and let them know when he decides.

Harry also questions the wandmaker, Ollivander, asking him if it’s possible to fix his broken wand. Ollivander cannot fix it. Ollivander does tell him, however, that Voldemort really is seeking the Elder Wand so he can evade death.

Soon after questioning Ollivander, Harry begins to truly understand what he’s meant to do. He’s supposed to destroy the Horcruxes and not go after the Elder Wand. He then has a vision of what Voldemort’s doing. Voldemort is at Hogwarts and has figured out that Dumbledore was the possessor of the Elder Wand. He breaks open Dumbledore’s tomb and takes the wand for himself.

Chapter 25: Shell Cottage

Griphook has finally agreed to help them break into Gringotts. The only hitch is that he wants Gryffindor’s sword in return. Harry agrees, but inwardly squirms at the thought of his white lie. He will give the sword to Griphook, but he doesn’t tell him when.

One night Lupin shows up suddenly and announces that he and Tonks have had a boy. They’ve named him Ted, and the group gets to celebrate for one night. Lupin asks Harry if he’ll be a godfather to the baby, and Harry agrees.

Chapter 26: Gringotts

Their plan is simple: Go with Griphook with Hermione disguised as Bellatrix Lestrange and get into her vault that way. They’ve got her wand (Harry stole it during the tussle at Malfoy Mansion) and even got some of her hair for the Polyjuice Potion.

When they Apparate into the Leaky Cauldron they’re surprised to see how bad Diagon Alley looks. There are many more shops dealing in the Dark Arts, and most of the nice ones have closed down. Altogether, it’s not a friendly place to be anymore.

Their plan goes reasonably well; Hermione makes a very convincing Bellatrix and with only a few snags, Griphook manages to get them down to her vault. It’s guarded by a half-blind dragon, but they get past that obstacle fairly easily thanks to Griphook.

Suddenly things start to fall apart. They’re discovered to be imposters and the treasure in the vault starts multiplying every time it’s touched. Harry manages to spot what they came for -- Hufflepuff’s cup, which he is sure is a Horcrux, and he just manages to get it before they’re all crushed to death. Griphook escapes with the sword, and Harry, Hermione, and Ron manage to get back out of the bank on the back of the half-blind dragon.

Chapter 27: The Final Hiding Place

When the dragon finally gets them down low enough they jump into a lake, somewhere far, far away from London. Once they’ve treated their many injuries they discuss the fact that they lost the sword they so desperately needed to destroy the Horcrux.

Suddenly Harry has a vision of Voldemort, who just found out that they took the golden cup from the vault. His rage is apoplectic. He kills just about everyone around him, and he can’t believe Harry knows so much about his past and his Horcruxes. Voldemort now is no longer sure the rest of his Horcruxes are safe and realizes he must go check on all of them, immediately, to make sure.

When Harry comes to he realizes that the last physical Horcrux, other than the snake Nagini, is at Hogwarts. That is where they have to go next, and soon, because Voldemort will be checking to make sure it’s safe.

Chapter 28: The Missing Mirror

As soon as they Apparate into Hogsmeade Village a scream rents the air, alerting the Death Eaters to their presence. They’re taken in by the barkeep of the Hogs Head, who hides them from the Death Eaters and makes up an excuse for the alarm going off. Once he’s thrown them off the trail he closes the door and looks Harry, Ron, and Hermione up and down. Harry suddenly recognizes him as Dumbledore’s brother. He finds out that Aberforth is the one who sent Dobby to rescue them when Harry shouted into the mirror.

Aberforth also tells them the truth about Dumbledore’s past, and agrees to help them get into Hogwarts. He speaks to the portrait of his dead sister, Ariana. She leaves and brings back none other than Neville Longbottom.

Chapter 29: The Lost Diadem

Neville is overjoyed to see them but Harry is horrified at Neville, who looks like he recently got beat almost to death. Neville leads them through the portrait down a long, dark hallway. It’s the last secret passageway into Hogwarts. As they walk Neville fills them in on what’s been happening at Hogwarts. It’s been horrible, and the three can’t believe at how different things are at the school.

When they get there they are surprised to come out in the Room of Requirement. There is a cheering crowd waiting for them, and they’re all happy to see their old friends again.

There’s an argument, however. Harry knows that they don’t have much time, but everyone wants to help him. He insists they stay behind, and he gets even more panicked when more and more people start pouring in from the Hogs Head. Luna, Dean, Fred, George, Ginny, Lee Jordan, Cho Chang all come climbing through. Harry, with some urging from Ron and Hermione, agrees to let them help. He figures out that they’re looking for Ravenclaw’s diadem, a type of crown she wore.

When Luna takes Harry to the Ravenclaw common room to look at a picture of the lost diadem, they’re met by one of the Death Eater professors, who instantly touches the Dark Mark to alert Voldemort that they found Harry.

Chapter 30: The Sacking of Severus Snape

They stun the Carrows and begin to tell Professor McGonagall what they’re up to. They tell her that they must find the lost diadem before Voldemort gets into the castle. McGonagall tells Harry that she and the others will secure the castle against Voldemort as long as they can so that Harry can search for the diadem.

As they’re walking through the hall they run into Snape. He and Professor McGonagall duel fiercely, magic so quick that Harry has never seen the like of it. When the other professors show up to help McGonagall, Snape jumps out one of the windows to join Voldemort, who is now just outside the grounds.

The professors immediately begin putting charms and spells all around the castle to hold off Voldemort.

When Harry gets back to the Room of Requirement he’s shocked to see that even more people have shown up, including Lupin, Kingsley, and Ron’s whole family. Finally, even Percy shows up and apologizes to his family, saying that he was a deluded idiot and that he’s sorry he’s been such a big prat for so long. His family forgives him instantly, and they all leave to join the battle together.

Chapter 31: The Battle of Hogwarts

In the Great Hall teachers and prefects are sneaking the younger students out of the school before the battle begins.

The Order and the professors have agreed upon a battle plan and start splitting up. Many students who are overage have stayed to fight, and they’re all preparing for the battle that will come soon. The air is tense with expectation and still Harry, who is starting to panic, does not even know where to begin looking for the diadem.

As he races through the hallways he has a brainwave. Everyone keeps saying the diadem hasn’t been seen by anyone in living memory. That does not, however, include ghosts. He hunts down Nick, the Gryffindor ghost, and asks him about it. Nick points him towards the Gray Lady, who is Ravenclaw’s ghost, and Harry asks her about the diadem. She tells him that she was Ravenclaw’s own daughter, and that she was the one who stole the diadem from her mother.

He runs into Hagrid after talking with the Gray Lady, and suddenly he knows exactly where the diadem is. He realizes he saw it last year in the Room of Requirement, when he went in to hide his Potions book. It’s a tiara, on a stone bust, in that junky old room. He can’t believe it.

As he’s racing to the Room of Requirement he finally finds Ron and Hermione, who had the brilliant idea to go down into the Chamber of Secrets and get some basilisk fangs, which is one of the only other things that can destroy the Horcrux. He’s amazed at their brilliancy. Hermione has already destroyed the cup.

The battle has begun and they race even harder to get there. When they finally get the Room of Requirement open, they begin searching for the stone bust that Harry knows the diadem sits on. They’re disgusted to find out that Draco Malfoy, Crabbe, and Goyle are in the room as well.

They begin to duel and Harry just manages to grab the tiara before the piles of junk bury it forever. The room catches on fire from a spell and they manage to get out, saving Malfoy and Goyle in the process. Crabbe is burned to death by the Fiendfyre.

After they get out they realize the tiara got destroyed in the magical fire, which makes them really happy, but suddenly Percy and Fred come into view, dueling with two Death Eaters in the hallway. Suddenly the wall is blasted open from the outside, and Fred is killed in the explosion.

Chapter 32: The Elder Wand

They have to drag Fred’s body out the way, and Harry can’t permit himself to grieve. The castle is under serious attack, and the last Horcrux to be destroyed is Voldemort’s snake, Nagini.

Harry allows himself to go into Voldemort’s mind, and discovers that he’s in the Shrieking Shack. They throw on the Invisibility Cloak and weave their way through the battle. They make it to the Whomping Willow and head into the tunnel that leads to the Shrieking Shack.

While they are in there, they hear Snape talking with Voldemort. Voldemort wants to know why the Elder Wand won’t work for him like it’s supposed to. He can’t do the extraordinary magic that he thought he’d be able to, and he blames Snape for this. Because Snape is the one who killed Dumbledore, Snape is the wand’s true owner. He therefore must kill Snape in order for the wand to work properly, and he does this immediately, with no remorse, setting Nagini on Snape. Voldemort leaves the shack and the three of them rush in to see Snape dying. Snape, however, gives Harry one last thing before he is gone for good: he gives him his memories. After that, Snape tells Harry to look at him. Snape stares at Harry's green eyes before his own eyes fade away.

Chapter 33: The Prince’s Tale

Before Harry can even wonder what Snape just gave him, he hears Voldemort’s voice magically magnified. He calls for his forces to retreat, and tells Harry that he has one hour to surrender. If he doesn’t, Lord Voldemort will enter the battle himself, and kill every single person in Hogwarts.

They make their way back up to the castle to think of what to do. All the casualties have been put in the Great Hall, and Harry is horrified to see how many have lost their lives. Fred, he knew, but he’s shocked to see both Tonks and Lupin there, laid out side by side.

Harry can’t breathe, seeing everyone who died for him, and he races away to Dumbledore’s office. His sadness is too much to handle. He decides to look at Snape’s memory to see what he’d been trying to tell him.

What he sees is so shocking that he doesn’t even know how to comprehend it. Snape, it turns out, had been in love with his mother, Lily, since he was a boy. He worshipped her, and even though he lost her to James, Harry’s father, he never stopped caring about her. While Harry was at Hogwarts Snape did whatever he could to protect him, and it was all done out of love for his mother.

Harry also sees that last year, after Dumbledore took the ring Horcrux that shriveled his arm, he had a limited amount of time to live in spite of Snape’s best efforts to remove the poison. Dumbledore knew that Malfoy had been put to the task of killing him, and asked Snape if he would do it when the time came, since he was dying anyway. Events and memories unfold, and Harry sees that Snape was loyal, that he always was, and that perhaps he even cared for Harry in spite of his best efforts to hide it.

Harry also finds out that a piece of Voldemort’s soul is inside him, and has been since he was an infant and Voldemort tried to kill him. He finds out that he must die in order for Voldemort to be truly defeated, and Voldemort has to be the one to do it.

Chapter 34: The Forest Again

His heart seems to beat harder, with more vigor, now that he knows he must die. Now that he knows, he feels more alive than ever, and wonders if it will hurt. As he sits in the office coming to grips with the fact that he must die, and soon, he knows that he won’t duck out. Too many people have died for him already. No more.

He can’t bear to say goodbye to anyone, so he doesn’t. He sees Neville on his way out, and tells him that if something happens to Harry, he must kill Voldemort’s snake at all costs.

As he walks across the grounds towards the Forbidden Forest he’s flooded with memories of his time there. Everything is suddenly so precious, and he wishes more than anything that he just had more time to live his life. He realizes suddenly that the Snitch might open now that he is about to die, and when he tries it sure enough, it opens. The Resurrection Stone falls out. When he turns it, his parents, Sirius, and Lupin all appear, ghostly white in the night. They stay with him as he walks to the middle of the forest to meet his doom.

When he finally finds Voldemort, it only takes a moment. There is a flash of green light, and then nothing at all.

Chapter 35: King’s Cross

When he opens his eyes he is alone in a bright mist. The more he looks around the more it looks like he’s in some domed room. He thinks that he is in King's Cross. He sees an ugly, small crying child and before he can do anything about it, Dumbledore appears.

Dumbledore tells Harry that he (Harry) is really not dead, and explains to him that because Harry let Voldemort kill him, that piece of Voldemort that was inside Harry is now gone. Harry still doesn’t understand why he’s not dead, however, and Dumbledore tells him that because Voldemort used Harry’s blood to regenerate himself, Lily’s protection is now inside both of them. His body keeps her sacrifice alive, and it’s because of this that Harry is still alive.

Dumbledore also tells Harry about the Hallows, and how all this time Harry has had the magical Cloak from the legend. He explains all about his true past, his duel with Grindelwald, and their quest to obtain all three Hallows for themselves. He is sad and bitter about his past, but is determined not to have any more secrets from Harry.

He also tells Harry that he has a choice to stay or go back, and Harry decides to go back. Before going back, he looks at the child for the last time when Dumbledore tells him to pity the living, not the dead.

Chapter 36: A Flaw In The Plan

When he opens his eyes again he’s back in the forest, facedown on the ground. He hears Voldemort, who is on the ground as well, telling someone to make sure he’s dead. Soft hands touch his face, and a whisper asking if Draco is alive. He whispers that he is, and Narcissa yells back to the crowd that Harry is, indeed, dead. Voldemort makes Hagrid carry him back up to the castle to show everyone that he’s dead.

When they reach the grounds all the fighters of Hogwarts come out. Harry is still pretending to be dead, and his heart hurts to hear their grief for him. As Voldemort tortures Neville for trying to defy him, several things happen at once. Centaurs flood the grounds, shooting arrows at the Death Eaters, Grawp comes bursting out of the forest, and Neville manages to slice off Nagini’s head with Gryffindor’s sword, which he pulls out of the Sorting Hat.

A new battle rages on, and Voldemort runs into Hogwarts. Under his cloak, Harry follows him, intent on ending it for good. The battle is fierce, and Harry winds in and out, determined to get to Voldemort.

He watches in amazement as Mrs. Weasley kills Bellatrix Lestrange in an epic duel. Voldemort turns to kill Mrs. Weasley in return, and Harry unveils himself at last. The entire hall erupts in cheers and then silence as he and Voldemort circle each other, preparing to duel at last.

Harry tells Voldemort many interesting things as they circle each other, and he tries to get him to feel some remorse for what he’s done. Voldemort, of course, doesn’t believe anything Harry tells him, and when the spell is finally cast it’s over in a moment. Voldemort is dead, and Harry is left alive, the true master of the Elder Wand.

After it’s over Harry wants nothing but to be alone. He sneaks out with Ron and Hermione in order to tell them everything that happened. They go up to Dumbledore’s office for one last talk with the Headmaster’s portrait, and Harry decides to put back the Elder Wand because it causes more trouble than it’s worth. Dumbledore, it turns out, agrees with him. Before returning the Elder Wand, however, Harry uses it one last time to repair his broken wand.

Epilogue: 19 Years Later

Harry and Ginny have arrived at King’s Cross to see their kids off to school. Lily, their daughter, is not quite old enough, but James and Albus are leaving. It’s Albus’s first year, and he’s very nervous that he won’t be in Gryffindor like his father. They run into Ron and Hermione, who are also there dropping their kids off. Everything ends happily ever after.