My prince hear my pray...

When i saw him stand front of me, i tellin' my self that i wanna see his smile everyday, and i'll sacrifice anything i had just to see his beloved smile...
Yesterday i see him walk with his girl friend, still i pray the same things, i'm glad could see his smile even he smile without me, then i see his girlfriend smiling at me, then in my heart i said, i wouldn't take him from his girlfriend, i love to see they smile even my heart gambling i won't to see them be.
I ever feel that smile before, i ever expressed that smile before, i still can remember it so well. Then i see a girl, in this time, that's me, i see they smile so happy. Now i didn't do anything to them, but in my past, this girl take him from me and she delete all my smile and never send him back to be my happiness.
I lost my smile, i lost anything which made me smile, i lost anything, i forget anything about my past. I'm drowin' in my sadness, but now i won't to see his girlfriend lost her smile, i stay where i belong and keep silent, just watching they smile, laugh, share their happiness and feel the whole world only for them both.
I'm really jealous, i do. But i'll never delete beautyful smile carved with honest and loyalty, couse if i do that, what's kind different from me and that girl who ever take my happiness ? I'm different, i'm just a stranger who always be cool and always get the strange.
I'm still hope he'll give me a chance to let me be his girlfriend without i have to take him from his girlfriend now. I'm still open my heart wide just for waitting him, i forgive anywords he ever made for me which ever made me hurt. I forgive anything he ever done to me, couse i would rather hurt my self better than i have to see a smile gone by.
I know he even not a prince with a white horse and big crown, but just knowing he can be what he inside, i would be so glad and with pleasure i can retake my life for him...
[just kidding]
I'm always positive thinking and said to my self that the reason why he didn't take my hope to anywhere is couse he won't to hurt me, altough i'm still be hurted by see him walking with his girl friend, but that's alright, i'm used to it. Sometimes i think he's a super hero, when everyone know about him and his feelings to me, then world would blame me and hurt me more than him. That's make sense, he's the best one, the smart boy, the almost completely perfect, so... he can't take me as his couse i don't have any reason to be choosen. That's the simply reason i can think.
But in other time, i know he ever give me a chance to prove my love to him, but i don't take that chance, i still with my silent and my cool style to him, maybe at that time he think that i don't love him and he stop to give me a chance. What i can do ?
I'm really feel i have nothing to be wonder about, so i never feel i'm the better one, but that might be my best fault... I don't regret it, i just hope he give me another chance... That's all.