I'm just like a fool

I'm just like a fool, i know i love you, wanna beside you, smile with you forever and never let anyone take you from me, but as time passed, i began to let you go to the place that i can't ever reach even i see. I'm regreted, if i can, i wish i can stop you and when you say you're there, i would say, come back.
But i say good job, what a wonderful time, i won't, i was crying listen about you're going to the place that i can reach... If i can, i'll call you first and say that i wanna go woth you. But it's all too late, and now i began to hate my self couse i let someone special inside my heart gone by. Gloomy, gloomy, gloomy, i call your name, crying and can't swept all my teardrops, but that's mean nothing, you even can't hear it, you even can't see me anymore after 4 years ago. I hate my self, why i never showed my self front of you. Gloomy, you have to know, the morning always remain me to you, the wind always be my only diary, the blue sky still be my friend all this time i left without you